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Galactic Federation Of Light Horus February 09 2012

Galactic Federation Of Light Horus February 09 2012

http://lightworkers.org/channeling/152524/wake-call-horus I am here today to give you a lowdown on many things that will be part of your world when the time comes for the changes that will be takin...

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Which Dimension is Your Comfort Zone?

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7 December 2011

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com

Summary of Brenda’s December 5, 15-minute, free, channeled “Creation Energies” show on www.BlogTalkRadio.com: Even though you may ...

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"Accept or Decline"

Jennifer Hoffman Every circumstance in our reality exists because we chose to accept or decline a gift. Now the word ‘gift’ has to be considered in the right context because in this instance, it means learning, growth and healing experiences, whi...

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Why We Feel So Tired So Often

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19 July 2011

by Celia Fenn

http://www.starchildglobal.com/starchild/tiredspan.html

Many people who are going through the Indigo to Crystal shift find that intense fatigue and tiredness are two of the predominant symptoms o...

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Weather radar shows something unusual around time birds fell

{mainvote} A weather radar screen doesn't just show the weather, apparently. The National Weather Service in North Little Rock examined a speck on the radar that showed up around the same time all the birds fell out of the sky from alleged trauma o...

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The Next Sound You Hear Is the Other Shoe Dropping

9 August 2010 - 5:34am

Channeler: Pleiadian Renegades through Amanda R. Ryan

Your world has become a strange place over the past several months. What is going on, you wonder? The dissolution of reality as ...

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Misunderstood Multi Dimensionality

There is much ignorance about multidimensionality in today’s world. That is understandable. It’s an area that is underexposed in the world, in psychology and psychiatry. There is a new age. I decided to be what I would have wanted as a child. A multidimensional friend that walks with me on my road and travels through life, the now and the realities I play in. 


What is multidimensionality?

The children of today are sensitive, as some adults are. Some feel the feelings of others and know what they think.  Input from the outside enters their system. Sound and color give an immediate reaction. Often they are connected with their source. That is why they feel energies not everyone feels. They can be angels, imaginary friends and can have memories from past, previous or parallel lives.

It’s proven in quantum mechanics that there are many  realities and worlds next to each other. We as soul live in different world. Sensitive kids have a direct connection with those worlds. They almost never hear something about that in their surrounding, so it can be difficult to give this a place in their lives. As soul you have experiences simultaneous in this and other dimensions. You’re aspects can help you in creating a fun live! It can be that your aspects seek resolution in the now. When your child gets no space to share this, and you don’t have tools to give it a place, this can express itself in psychiatric disorders like autism, schizophrenia, multiple personality syndrome, depression etc. We call these children also indigo and crystal children. What do we see beyond the labels? What if we erase them.. and you can be.. just yourself? There are tremendous gifts that every human carries.

Misunderstood Multidimensionality

Most psychiatric disorders are misunderstood multidimensionality.  A few examples are: autism, post traumatic stress syndrome ptsd. Ocd: obsessive compulsive disorder, multiple identity disorder and other dissociative disorders, adhd, add.

To be short: with mps and dissociative disorders, personalities and aspects of the soul become active. Most of the time by traumatic events in the early childhood like, repetitive often sexual abuse or other heavy trauma’s. The soul takes a flight in other dimensions to survive. It doesn’t have to be triggered by traumatic events. Some people are multidimensional by nature and can live a happy life with it.

"Astraea Multiple Personality FAQ

1. Multiplicity is real.

2. Multiplicity is not always the result of child abuse, and many people are naturally multiple.

3. Whether or not they have a background of abuse, multiples can and do live fully responsible, functional, productive lives without needing to integrate or even be in therapy.

4. There are lots of us. Walking around all over. We're just in the closet. But we aren't going away."

Unraveling the ball of string

It’s important with sensitive kids, with our without psychological/psychiatric diagnoses to unravel the ball of behavior and feelings. When is the child looking for borders and what is part of the delusion? When does a child take on energies from an entity, and when is it an unsolved issue from a previous, parallel or future life? When is it the higher self expressing itself in a linear world? This are just a few examples. It can be a complex thing for parents and health care workers, when clarity is gone.

I’m here to unravel the ball of strings together with the parent, child and offer tools how to deal with the diversity of feelings. Empowerment is the base of how I work. I’m not a “medical” professional and I always advise to work together with other professionals. There are many ways next to each other that all work. It’s important to discover what works for you, your child and family. I offer a different view from an holistic point of view. It’s a new and undiscovered area in where a lot is possible!

How can the experience of a multidimensional child look like in one of its severe cases? Watch a part of the Oprah show that features a 7 year old schizophrenic girl.

Consultation

I am consulted on a regular base by professionals in institutions. I offer a refreshing view for crisis clients  that are a danger to themselves or others and sometimes are treated for their own or societies safety. I am consulted when there are religious and or spiritual beliefs in the delusion. The idea that we have to respect the religious and spiritual beliefs of people and persons is spreading. It’s needed that we need to make a distinction in what is the religious belief of a person,  with respect for their culture and identity and when this express itself in a way that isn’t feeling nice for the person. And when it’s part of their  ‘delusion’ It’s a new view that is spreading more and more in regular institutes. At this moment a lot of beautiful souls are misunderstood. That can change!

By direct observation, studying written and created work in creative therapy  I can distinguish what the expressed energies mean. Simply said: I see what  the delusion is and the pure divine energy that want to manifest itself through the person. I am specialized in reading multidimensional creative expressions like writings, art and music.

An example: A person writes abracadabra and has an obsession for the devil, rewrites religious bible texts in a new testament that looks demonic. When you unravel those texts. There is a real strong and pure energy in it, that we would call a channel. Because there are aspects and trauma’s who feel uncompleted and hurt they express themselves also in the texts. On the moment the persons opens itself, their dark aspects also feel invited to express themselves.

These aspects simply want to be heard and live in balance with the core personality. By working with these aspects and offer them an integration course, in where unity can be experienced, the person can live in harmony with itself. In these phase its becoming clear what the energies of the person are and what are entities that attached themselves to the person. I always work from empowerment.

An other example: A child who draws dark stuff all the time. People hurting each other, killing each other, blood. It can look like the kid from the Sixth Sense movie sometimes. Teachers are worried and parents don’t know what to do. Maybe your child sees angels, but also dark monsters and dead people. It can be very scary for a child. Together we can create a safe space in where feelings can be expressed and tools can be shared.

It can be a long course but most of the time acceptance and a different view gives a lot of progress. It gives space and a a loving bath in where healing can occur.

A lot of gifted children are locked up in institutes. Parents, professionals are doing the best they can. What if… There is a new way? One of grace, of love, of peace and happiness. By shifting our perspective gifts come to the surface. Creativity can unfold. These children just want to be  heard and seen. It’s the birthright of every human being to be happy and live in passion and joy. It’s possible for everyone.

More about the basics of multi dimensionality can be read in my article: The Multi dimensional Crystal Heart.

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Where is Your Nirvana?

Posted: 08 Apr 2010 12:44 PM PDT

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for Life Tapestry Creations.com

Dear Ones,

Let us look at an issue you have tried to ignore. Many of you feel as if you have done all that is required of you and yet you have not achieved nirvana. What is wrong? Or more to the point of this piece – what have you done wrong?

Absolutely nothing. Most historical shifts were not brought about instantaneously but as a process. And even those most involved, questioned their direction and their intent. So it is with you.

You expected your life to shift instantaneously from pain to joy. And so it has. But not in the sense that you anticipated.


You are composed of numerous layers, if you will. And each layer is adapting to the recent energy shifts in their own fashion. Let us be a bit more descriptive. Perhaps you try to put out the flames in a burning building with your hands. Your adrenaline will most likely prevent you from feeling pain, even though your mind might register that putting your hands into the fire is not the best idea. So your mind is thinking one thing, your inner being is encouraging you to do another and your physical being has not yet registered the damage and thereby the pain to your body. All of the aforementioned parts of you are instrumental in your daily activities, yet not all have a similar “computer chip” if you will.

It is quite possible for your mind to think one thing and your body to do another. Or for your inner being to calmly direct you to a specific activity which your mind overrides. You have all experienced similar actions and reactions throughout your life on earth. Yet, you have not yet acknowledged that such might be the case for your movement into joy.

Your physical being is not as strong or stable in terms of energy impulses as is your inner being, your soul. Directional shifts are therefore most frequently registered and implemented from a soul/inner being level before they are activated by your physical being.

Perhaps such thoughts sound  like “hooey” but we wish to address it in a fashion that you may not have yet acknowledged to yourself.

What if your newfound joy life had happened overnight? Does that last thought not sound absolutely delightful? Yet, if such would have occurred, your life would have shifted as dramatically as is true of a time traveler traveling hundreds of years into the future. Let us explain.

We have told you that the new energies, the New Age would happen rapidly and such is the case. But it is not happening so rapidly that you feel like a “stranger in a strange land.” Your inner being, your soul is fully aware that even though the process seems slow by your standards, it is much more rapid than you can now comprehend. You are indeed moving at warp speed, but at a speed that is not beyond what your physical body can maintain.

We have told you that movement into  joy would shift many of your relationships. We have also told you that you will be able to create in joy whenever and wherever you wish. Both statements are true. It is just that your physical body could not make the changes as rapidly as is true for your inner being. Your inner being has shifted. But your physical being needs a bit of time to catch up.

It is not possible for you physically to move from pain to joy and all that entails in a second, a day or even a month. But it is possible in a few months. Let us give you two examples of inner being shifts that indicate that your world is moving rapidly into the New Age and all that it entails. The United States elected a Black president and that president was instrumental in passing a healthcare platform that has long been discussed but not possible before now.

Neither President Obama nor the healthcare bill are perfect. But both indicate a paradigm shift that could only be discussed in whispers a few years ago. Of course, some people view both President Obama and the healthcare bill as a step backwards. That is neither here nor there. We are not proposing specific legislation or a particular candidate. We merely wish to point out that both new directions indicate your inner beings are working in unison for solutions that were only dreamed of a few short months ago.

This shift is not about good and evil. It is instead about a cohesive movement into joy that starts with your inner being, which in turn joins with other inner beings of a mutual interest, and moves into your physical life when your physical body is capable of undertaking the trauma of such a shift.

Many of you are stating quite clearly that you are strong, brave and true so “bring it on.” Such thoughts are delightful – but the reality is that your physical body needs more adjustment time than any other layer of your total being. Allow yourself to move into joy at a pace that is correct for you. If that means you decide to move to an island in the Pacific Ocean tomorrow, that is fine and good. And if that means that you wish to remain connected to all of those you hold dear in your heart no matter whether they are living in pain or joy, that is also fine.

There are no rules now. More specifically, it is time for you to let go of rules of how fast and how far you should move into the New Age. You are trying diligently to clear yourself of beliefs and patterns that have held you captive for eons. Why would you wish to exchange those rules for new ones? Allow yourself to flow. Allow your inner voice to direct you. And you will move at a pace that is correct for you.

There are no time frames that you must accept. You are not a terrible person if you do not find the need to sell all of your possessions and leave your community. And you are not a terrible person if you decide to stay in your community, holding a job you only tolerate. Listen to your inner being and it will help you move at a pace that is correct for you.

Such has been the case for every major shift. The writers of the United States Constitution did not all wake up one day knowing that they were going to be instrumental in a revolution with international implications.

And so it is for you. Listen to your inner voice and you will move at a pace and in the direction that is correct for you. There are no other guidelines. There are no rules. So be it. Amen.

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A New Meaning for The Polar Shift and the End of Time

Beloved ones, I Am this Love that flows into your life right now and sings into your heart your purpose as the perfect expression of this Love I Am, unique and beautiful in every way.

I create for you an experience of God that lifts you up and opens you that you might be these wings of Love extending into the world to fulfill the call of Love's outreach and the fulfillment of Love's purpose that is you.


The pulses of Love now inundate the world and call to your heart so powerfully that your heart rises up and opens, dear ones, regardless of what you are perceiving right now in your experience of life through the mind.

What I call you to now is to attune to your heart in the deepest and most reverent way, that you might be fully aware of the awakening of Love that rushes right now to uplift you and to sing you forth as My celebration of life -- My very own shout of "Hallelujah! Life is endlessly perfect and glorious, and so too, beloved ones, are you!"

This world is changing -- or so it seems -- in so many ways. But what is really changing is that your hearts are calling you to make a turn so powerful that it changes your whole orientation to life and takes your focus away completely from the world that the mind creates.

Until now you have perceived a world of separation from Me, separation from the Love that is your truth. This has manifested as seeing your life as happening outside of you, as experiences of the world that then "happen" to you. It has meant seeing your Love as outside of yourself as well, perceiving it as needing to come to you through another person. It has meant perceiving your livelihood, your sustenance as coming from that which you do in the world, again.

It has also meant perceiving Me as something that you must find, search for through many different avenues when in truth I Am the Love of which you are made, in which you reside and which gives you life dynamic and whole, now.

So this shift, this change, this call to your heart will turn you around to find Love through the instrument of perceiving the unity of God which is your hearts in all their glory. In this turn you will come to experience yourself in such a different way, I cannot describe it to you. Yet already your heart begins to give you glimpses of this ecstasy and the miracle of life being expressed brand new, through you, as the pure vehicle of Love without limits.

This is a change in orientation from looking outside through the mind to living within through the heart. The mind is the tool created to uphold the perception of being separate from Love. What it sees as dramatic or sometimes traumatic events in the world before us, the heart sees quite differently.

Thus, what the mind sees as dramatic (and sometimes traumatic) events that will affect you through the world outside, the heart sees as a shift within, to experiencing life as unity. What the ego fears as cataclysm, the heart will show you as an explosion of ecstasy as your heart connects you to the glorious life you are in Me.

So the idea now circulating through the collective consciousness of humankind of the Earth shifting on its axis is a perfect analogy for the turn to the heart. In truth, it is not happening outside of you, dear ones, It is happening through this call from within.

This shift when seen or interpreted through the ego-mind has also been seen as the end of time. And it is! It is the return to the pure presence of Love, to the Vertical state of life where you are alive in the present, and receiving your life from Me directly, where you accept the gifts of Love. You move forth perfectly as part of this living flow of the outreach of the Love I Am as you.

It is time to make this turn, to make the shift to your heart that your heart might show you the life of unity in which everything is seamlessly woven of Love and given life in each Now Moment perfectly. The rush of Love and the Will of the Love I Am gives itself forth endlessly to multiply the blessings of Creation through the heart of Love which is you, dear ones. Accept this gift. Allow this shift and let your hearts be activated. Bring this into expression as a blessing that all might return to this wholeness.

Let the polar shift occur, beloved ones. Let Love call you to turn your life around, to shift your perception so dramatically that your experience of life is completely different. Let the single eye of the heart, the eye of unity begin to show you the world that Love creates, that is held in the embrace of this endless, dynamic, magnificent life I Am and is felt as the outreach of this streaming life, this joy of Love that is your heart flowering to make itself known, to make manifest the gifts of God.

When you allow your heart to be the center of your life, when you step free from the realm of time and mind, then this rush of Love, this pulsation of joy, this ecstasy of creation becomes embodied as you and knows itself as Love being extended as God meets God in every moment, in every experience of life.

Let time fall away in the realm of the heart as you fly free from every limitation, from every way that you have settled for the dream of separation from this whole and holy experience of life in which you are the energies of Creation made manifest as the outreach of Love giving of itself in endless ways.

Can you feel Love rushing through you now and can you feel its message: that if you allow it to carry you, not only will it open your way but will bring with this flow every provision of life that you might be this celebration of joy in every way.

As you shift, as you turn, as you allow the flip, as your heart becomes your avenue of experience, then you recognize from deep within that your livelihood means life in Me, given to you directly with each breath, rather than coming from somewhere outside of you in the world. It bubbles up and rushes forth from within through the open doorway of your heart.

So My call now is to the fulfillment of Love's purpose, and every heart in the world is responding. The question is will you allow the heart to be what guides you? What speaks to you, what shows you your reality? Or will you settle for the limitations of the mind and a life perceived as separate from you?

As you allow the heart to be who you are, your instrument of perception, that through which you live, all divisions will fall away and your life becomes truly a sampling endlessly of the banquet of Love. Each experience in every day is an experience of coming into the heart's temple and worshiping the God of Love I Am in everything, as everything your heart touches. Each blessed being that stands in this flow will see truly the lilies in My field, hearts in the field of God that is the endless and perfect cosmos -- that drink the rain of Spirit and live on the waters of Love.

One moment washed in your hearts magnetic flow can bring the active awareness of what is happening to the person's heart before you. Dear ones, Love will have its way and Love is gentle, sweet and tender. Love is My arms that wrap everything and show to every life its perfection.

But until you allow the turn to Me, allow the shift from the ego to the heart, it is as if you are standing with your back to the sun and all that is before you lies in shadow. It is difficult to see, so the mind makes up what it wants to. But the heart always knows the truth of Love, and receives its true identity as My heart continually as you are funded from the treasure house of God with all the creative energy that I Am, seeking to be expressed through you in your unique and perfect way.

Let Me promise you that if you will let go of the old way of seeing your reality…if you will release the perceptions of the ego mind, release, dear ones, the dream of duality and let your heart have its way -- then even as you feel your world turn upside down, even as you feel that polar shift, I will be with you every moment and will shift your experience into ecstasy, into joy as you have never known it, if you will trust Me. This I promise you.

Trusting Me is difficult for the ego, while it is natural, effortless for the heart. So if you find yourself, beloved ones, feeling fearful at all, then you know you must make the shift, the choice to move into your heart's reality where Love is the only experience, and it is wonderful.

To do so, dear ones, may take practice, for you have lived through the mind for so long. Yet the shift to the heart is now imperative. So I ask you to place your focus on becoming ready by exercising your ability to fall into My arms, to give yourself to Me and to Love, to let your heart open and inform you that life is filled with grace and endless joy and the heart's reality is the only true one. And this I promise you also.

If you were about to go on a physical expedition and your life depended on your body's strength, you would exercise. You would do strength training. You would feed your body well, and you would put effort continually into being prepared. Your life certainly doesn't depend on making this shift. Life is yours forever, eternally. But your experience of this change that is happening most definitely depends on your ability to be ready to make this shift to the instrument of the perception of only Love.

Therefore, beloved ones, please take the time, put forth the effort to practice softly giving your life to Me, sinking into your heart and feeling it, and letting your heart begin to communicate your reality. Do this even if at first it is only the tiniest of glimpses. With every moment that you choose your heart, you open yourself to the living flow of Love. You open yourself to the life that I Am, rushing forth Now as you.

You open yourself to the experience of the reality of Love that embraces your identity as the heart of God, and you become fully aware of this unity and joy. With it you come to know the feelings of ecstasy -- with it, the awareness that you are a Twin Flame of Love.

You are truly the Double Helix of God that holds within you the living codes of all Creation, waiting to be expressed as Love's blessing through the artistry of your uniqueness -- that this grand explosion of life can become My experience of what joy is, and the constant expansion of the purpose of Love which is giving.

I Am with you and this is the gift and the mystery. We are one life and we also have this tenderness, this relationship where you are constantly informed of your perfection and your ability to bring Love forth as the reality of an ever-expanding experience of God. Let your heart bring you this perfection Now, until your heart is so alive and so expansive that your ego, your mind is fully encompassed by it and then becomes the pure conduit of inspiration and the unfolding vision of the perfection I Am.

Let this breath be the beginning.

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You Are Creators of the Highest Magnitude

Posted: 31 Mar 2010 02:34 PM PDT

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for Life Tapestry Creations.com

Dear Ones,

Please know that you are rare entities. Not necessarily because you are on earth at this time, but because you are of such an adventuresome nature that you have agreed to help with this New Age Transition. Of course, you are silently nodding in agreement that you are fully aware of that role and are trying to implement it to the best of your ability.


Perhaps helping others to navigate this Transition does not seem that challenging to you. We beg to differ. What you are accomplishing – with a great deal of skill and decorum – is something that has never been attempted on earth before. This thought is not to frighten you, but rather to allow you to understand how magnificent you are.

Please remember the actions and reactions of your youth. The peace movement. The Vietnam War. Drugs, sex and rock ‘n roll. Whether you were instrumental in that shift or a bystander does not matter. We merely wish to point out that shift was minor in comparison to what is occurring now.

Some of you may believe what you are experiencing now is of less importance and less traumatic than was the case of your parents during the Great Depression and World War II. We beg to differ. Granted they suffered physically and they explored issues that had not necessarily been explored previously because of limited international communication systems. But your parents and your grandparents continued the exploration of the physical world that was initiated eons ago.

What you baby boomers are now experiencing is the first and greatest spiritual shift, the shift that marks the beginning of the New Age. Let us be more specific. You baby boomers accepted two major roles in your lifetime. The first was to explore your emotional world. This you have done with a great deal of angst. You have completed the issues on abuse, chemical usage and other emotional hardships that have turned your world upside down. Now you are moving into yet another chapter of exploration – your spiritual realms.

Your parents, grandparents and many previous generations explored the physical realms. They discovered new worlds, climbed the highest mountains, survived the coldest temperatures and achieved a stability that you still cling to. You do not wonder or worry whether there is another piece of land over the horizon. You do wonder or worry about whether you can survive in space. And you are not terribly concerned about the mechanics of flying wherever you wish to in the world. It just is. Your parents and other previous generations completed that piece for you.

But they completed that piece over eons of time. You raced through the emotional elements and stand at the brink of fully exploring your spiritual realms. Yet you wonder what you have achieved in your life. Do you see how silly such concerns are given how much you have accomplished in the first six or seven decades of your life? And yet you are willing to do more. What brave and adventuresome people you baby boomers are!

You do not yet have a perspective of your life on earth. Let us outline what you have accomplished to date and then tell you what your current sense of urgency is all about.

You baby  boomers were the ‘wild children’ of the 60s and 70s. You demanded your freedoms in so many areas – areas your parents were not that concerned about. Yet you berate yourself for not completing what you thought should have been completed in a few years. Granted, there are some emotional freedoms that still need to be reviewed, but it is now acceptable for women to be corporate executives, abuse issues to be discussed and an African-American to hold the highest office possible in the United States.  Such freedoms were your goals in your youth. You did not require generations to complete those goals, you did so in a few decades.

Now you are initiating your spiritual freedoms and you are feeling as if nothing is happening or changing. We beg to differ. Your, and thereby the earth’s,  spiritual shift will happen within years not decades. Your spiritual studies will be expedited in a fashion you cannot even imagine now.

Know without a doubt that you baby boomers are adventuresome and brave. Then know that you have achieved so much in your life – both personally and in terms of group baby boomer thought. Then understand without a doubt that what you have achieved to date will pale in comparison to what you will achieve in the next few years, not decades, not even a decade – but a few short years.

You are going to move the earth into a spiritual arena that could not even be imagined twenty years ago. Your role is much larger than merely accepting that the New Age has arrived. Your role is to shift the earth on its emotional/spiritual axis. We will tell you without a doubt that the emotional work you completed, in such a lovely and efficient manner, is nothing compared to what you will achieve in the next five or so years.

Perhaps it is time for you baby boomers to start singing, “You’ve Only Just Begun.” That last thought is not to frighten you, but to allow you to know the depth and breathe of your skills, interests, resources and abilities.

You baby boomers are truly God’s gift to the future.

Those of you who are the children and grandchildren of the baby boomers are wondering, “What about me? Am I chopped liver?” Not at all. You merely have a different role to play. Baby boomers agreed to ’set up’ the New Age. You are going to live it. Even though you also have transition aspects to consider, the work your baby boomer parents and grandparents completed allow you the emotional freedoms you take for granted – and of course, the communication systems, like the Internet, you cannot imagine not being part of your life. Baby boomers are the scouts and pioneers. Your generation and your children’s generation will live in those new emotional/spiritual realms created by the baby boomers.

Perhaps you are wondering why the physical realms were explored for eons, the emotional realms for decades and the spiritual realms for a mere few years? As many channelers have noted, time, as you understand it, is collapsing. There is no longer a need to spend generations understanding a concept now that you have the capability to flow between time periods and the physical, emotional and spiritual realms.

You are all now creators of the highest magnitude.  Allow yourself to accept that. Most importantly, allow yourself to live that. So be it. Amen.

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Bridges to Light

“You must dissolve the borders of your perceptions that more and more of what IS can come into your conscious knowing…” IRSHA

I am a channel, though perhaps an unlikely candidate to fulfill a role as mysterious as many seem to perceive it to be. For more than twenty years, I had a successful business career in sales and field management, including a number of years as Vice President with an international research firm (very left brain.) In addition to my business career, I played the roles of wife, mother, grandmother and single parent. In order to raise my three sons – now grown – I have, at different times, worked as a writer, seminar and conference leader, professional singer and fashion model. I have also appeared on radio and television.


Six years ago, Beings of very powerful energy began to broadcast through my body for verbal communication into the dimension of human life experience. It was explained to me to be a mutual agreement made many lifetimes ago in preparation for this most important time this NOW – for human kind. The purpose was described as a necessary re-interpretation of ageless wisdom for contemporary understanding and application. New models, new myths, and new metaphors have been transmitted to provide ways to apprehend the unknowable, the unnameable.

From a basis of beginning to sense and comprehend realities not experienced through the filter of our five senses, the choice can be made by each to release attachments to things, places, beliefs and people which inhibit the evolution of conciousness. Introduction: Elmarilla’s Story

My creed for many years has been: GOD/ GODDESS is – therefore I am – and all that is! Spirit is REAL, vital and at work in the Universe and in us. Life has meaning and each of us has purpose. My purpose is to fully realize/actualize my Self and to make my contribution. I cannot fully realize my Self without making my contribution, and I cannot make my true contribution without realizing my Self. I am responsible for my Self – not my parents, my upbringing, the environment, the government, or what I had for breakfast. In suffering the pain of my own mistakes and in forgiving myself for me, I can learn to love my Self and others unconditionally, and to grow, and to serve.

It is my choice to be actively involved in this process until the day of my death/transition, and beyond. This process I see as my odyssey.

My odyssey is very personal (as it is for each of us) and is travelled inwardly before the changes in direction in the outward journey manifest. In fact, the signposts – symbols – of the inner journey indicate those directions for my outward way.

I feel somewhat ill at ease in sharing some of them, since I am basically a private person, but chose a number of years ago to plunge into the “sea of life” and run the risk of drowning, rather than watch in safety from the shore. I had a powerful and beautiful dream about that very figure of speech. It is still vivid in my mind and gives me the courage to risk to be open – letting myself out and allowing others in.

My journey started in the Midwest – lowa – on a farm. My childhood could be perceived as mostly idyllic: climbing trees, jumping into the hay from the rafters in the hayloft, riding ponies, swimming in a creek, picking wildflowers in the woods. Various life traumas occurred: the usual childhood diseases, including rheumatic fever at age 12; our home burned with all possessions lost at ~ 3; suffered through adolescence; experienced my first loss of a loved one – my very dear Grandfather; accumulated the wounds of life that happen to us all and got sidetracked for a while onto the “conform; do your duty; don’t feel too much; play it safe” track. Now and then my Self would pop out as when in the seventh grade Methodist Sunday School class, the teacher passed out W.C.T.U. commitment cards for us to sign, stating that we would never “touch a drop.” I refused to sign on the grounds that although I didn’t drink then, I might want to try it some day. I was not popular in the class after that.

I went to college – studied art, music, psychology, teacher education; got married; gave birth to three fine sons and did everything that women of my generation were “supposed to do.” I never became angry – I did have stomach problems and heart palpitations. I was very very “nice” the perfect daughter, perfect mother, perfect wife, perfect ministers wife. My ex husband had gone to graduate school and then to seminary after we married. We were on the staff of various Methodist churches in Arkansas, New Orleans, Louisiana and Minneapolis, MN. for a number of years. I (my Sell] gradually began to emerge again and to question and to form my own beliefs about life in the Spirit and life in general.

My experience of the organized church was stifling. Operating within a structure which preached love but generated guilt and fear of failure to conform to the “shoulds” and “oughts” did not make sense to me. I could not comprehend a relationship between this kind of “Love” and the unconditional Love that it seemed to me was spoken of and demonstrated by Jesus and the other Masters.

Finally, after 19 years, my husband, the church and I parted company. It was a bitter experience which took some time to recover from. The shock and sorrow of suicide ended a brief second marriage with a mate who turned out to have a severe illness. I still love both men dearly and realize that I magnetized these situations into my life as necessary experiences for my preparation.

Irsha has given that, “… Grief has a sharpness to it like a wound from the thrust of a knife; sadness is personal with hard edges; but sorrow is attuned to the collective of human kind, so therefore is vast with soft borders and has within it the core of compassion and unconditional love.”

In the meantime, I raised my sons (all three today are genuinely caring, authentic, contributing human beings), I formed relationships (some brief – lives just touching in passing, but significantly so – and some lasting) with other honest, searching persons who accepted my eccentricities without judgment.

I embarked full steam upon a career in the business world that eventually led to a position as a vice president with a research firm in New York City. I took up the cause of women without becoming a flaming feminist by mentoring others and by example. In addition to my business career, I also worked at various times as a writer, seminar leader, professional singer and fashion model.

You may wonder how a so-called “career woman” involved with statistics and research suddenly became a channel for cosmic mind. My extra-curricular interests have expressed in the realm of spiritual/metaphysical studies for at least 20 years. However, the channeling started spontaneously six years ago with very little warning. I was ,guided to turn on my tape recorder and meditate. My consciousness stilled and upon coming to sometime later, discovered a lengthy teaching had been recorded. Since then, profound change has been my experience in life. I was directed to leave my career and my home – all that meant security to me, and for a Capricorn, that’s a “biggie” – and allow myself to be used as a channel for the reception and transmission of information and energy by unseen beings from another dimension. Those of you who come to experience or read about this kind of “unusual” event always bring a host of questions, especially if this is new for you. These are the ones most often asked:

Why do you do this?

Who is IRSHA, and where do they come from? How does it work?

How does it feel?

When did it begin? Where do you go? Could we be channels? How does this fit with Christianity, Judaism, Buddhism, etc.?

Are you possessed, Crazy?

How do you know the information is true? How do we know the information is true? What is your background for this?

Here are the answers, and I hope that the reading of them will remove the mystique usually associated with channels and channelled information.

I do this because it gives me a sense of fulfillment of my purpose.

The process is relatively simple when it is understood that all that exists is of energy and that the human is an energy field living in an assortment of slowly moving molecules called a body. The energy field (Spirit) is part of All that Is. Our human consciousness doesn’t remember this, so we think ourselves separate. A leap of faith reestablishes the connection in conscious awareness – then it’s just a process of allowing oneself to be used. It’s literally becoming as a radio receiver and transmitter for other dimensional frequencies. The more refined and powerful the vibrational frequeny, the higher the consciousness being transmitted.

The Irsha energy flows into my body (circuits) at the back of my head through the occipital lobes into the pineal gland and then through my body like an electric current, but pulsating like radio waves. The frequencies are translated into words and broadcast through my mechanism.

It is a feeling of ecstacy – unconditional love – and very powerful. When channeling, it flows through my hands and into the room and is reported as being experienced similarly by those in the audience.

As channeling is occurring, my consciousness could best be described as in a timeless, spaceless condition. I do not usually have a sense of what is being said, so I always tape record for later listening.

If you are alive and here on Earth, you are channeling. Your body is a channel for your own life energy. It has been given that all who are opening will channel higher frequendes in this new time, each expressing according to his/her agreed upon life purpose (whether it be as teacher, healer, musician, artist, gardener, animal husband man, food preparer, poet, storyteller, and so forth) for your greater joy and the enhancement of your service.

How does this fit with the organized religions? The information given includes all – excludes none. Presently, our many different religious systems divide mankind rather than unite. Irsha’s teachings do not conflict with any except those notions in each that are divisive. Rather, Irsha reveals the thread of unity in the diverse and colorful tapestry of creation.

Am I possessed, Crazy? If so, it is with commitment and zeal; crazy about the beauty, wisdom and energy of Irsha. It rewards me continually.

How do I know it is true? Most of it has been, and continues to be, validated by events and circumstances in my own life and the lives of others, and it just “rings true” for me.

How do you know the information is true? You don’t, until in your experience it is supported by your own discoveries, or the teachings resonate with your own deepest knowing. Irsha says, “Don’t let your brains go soft – become your own Guru. Truth is truth and knowing of it is within each. If what we say is truth, it is that which you already know and the hearing of it simply calls it up into your own remembrance.”

What is my background for this? In my odyssey you discovered that my background is much like yours – adventurers in the unfolding drama of human life.

© 1993 by Elmarilla Bailey    http://irsha.com/

This entry was posted on Sunday, May 18th, 2008 at 4:30 pm.

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MATTHEW’S MESSAGE – MARCH 29, 2010

Channeler: Suzanne Ward

Chile earthquake manmade; Illuminati failings; positive developments in many areas; effects of goddess energy; women’s self-perception; opposition in political arenas; timeframe determination difficulties; the Vatican; various destinies of souls

1. This is Matthew, with loving greetings from all souls at this station. From entertainment to the economy to earthquakes, the darkness in some individuals has been motivating them to create distractions, disruptions or destruction around your world. The peak members of the Illuminati are tenaciously grappling with the ever-intensifying light by using whatever means they can to hang onto the tattered remnants of their global empire. No matter where or how they direct their nefarious efforts, and even though some may appear to be working in their favor, any effectiveness will be short-lived.

2. Let us speak about a specific example in this regard. The earthquake in Chile, just as the one in Haiti, was caused by manmade technology, and once again, the location and timing were strategically selected. The earthquake was designed to present Chile’s new president with immense reconstruction efforts that would doom his intentions to keep his country financially strong without foreign control of its wealth in natural resources. As destructive as that quake and its aftershocks were, our space family used their technology to prevent the far greater damage and death toll that the Illuminati intended. They also failed in their goal—President Pinera’s intention to stabilize and increase his country’s prosperity while loosening multinational corporate control will be only delayed, not derailed.

3. In a previous message we spoke about the souls who made transition during Haiti’s catastrophic earthquake: Most left physical lifetimes by soul contract choice, and those whose lives were cut short prior to contract completion are being given the opportunity in Nirvana to wind up third density karmic choices and evolve into fourth density; at the same time, they are sending light to ease the pain of their families and to uplift all in their country. The very same is true of the far lesser number of people who died in Chile, and just as we and myriad other beings of light are doing for the traumatized survivors in Haiti, all of us are sending healing love energy to those who are grieving and facing hardships in Chile.

4. Whether an earthquake is manmade or of Mother Earth’s initiation, the aftershocks are a natural effect and collectively can release as much negativity as the quake that set them in motion. Also, a powerful quake in one area of the planet can set off milder quakes and volcanic eruptions in other places—just as one errant cell in your body can affect any of the countless other cells, so it is with every cubic inch of Earth’s planetary body.

5. Earth had decided that no more geophysical events of her own making were necessary, that the remaining negativity could be released and transmuted by the intense light being generated on the planet and constantly in-beamed from afar, so you can know that all events of that nature henceforth will be manmade. But you also can know that one mission of some of the massive fleet of spacecraft surrounding your planet is continuous monitoring so they can soften, or level out, upheavals in Earth’s crust wherever they occur. And since more negativity must be released and soul contracts are close to completion for many persons, any hand of darkness in future earthshaking occurrences will be an aid in those respects.

6. Let us speak about your entertainment venues, which are not meant to be the REcreation leisure time all of you need, but rather a distraction that plants seeds of fear. That is the purpose of films about evil extraterrestrials posing as friendly and new films about old wars, waging war in space against civilizations that want to invade and conquer, and the potential devastating end of your world in 2012; and then there is the inundation of electronic games of that same design. The dark minds want to keep you fearful not only of aliens, but also every manner of “what if…?”; and if they cannot produce outright fear, then the deluge of that kind of viewing will inure your psyches to the inevitability of brutality and war and ET conquerors. Another purpose of these kinds of entertainment is to distract your attention from important issues or thinking about what is behind “the news” or giving thought to how you can better your life and your world.

7. In this, too, the Illuminati’s aims are falling short. There have been so many sightings of spacecraft around the planet that there is widespread acceptance that not only do other civilizations exist, but their presence overhead proves that they are far advanced from you technologically and intellectually. And contrary to their violent portrayal in “entertaining” films, most of you believe that if the strangers in those craft had come with harmful intentions, they would have taken over long ago.

8. Lighted souls are producing films, books, music and other art forms with spiritual concepts; some churches are beginning to interpret religious doctrines in ways that meet the needs of soul-searchers; seminars and workshops of spiritual and metaphysical basis are flourishing and so are meditation circles; individuals, groups and organizations are expanding efforts to help the needy locally and in distant lands. In short, souls around the world not only are awakening consciously and spiritually, they are taking action! From our vantage point, the light shooting forth from these many millions of people and their benevolent endeavors looks like perpetual fireworks in your skies!

9. Yes, wars, oppressive governing, corporate corruption and financial greed, disease, toxic pollution and impoverishment still are in your 3D world; but even in the midst of those conditions, souls are discovering their personal power and becoming actively involved as “part of the solution.” And yes, the ugliness of duality still is prevalent, but increasingly individuals are seeing common problems, common interests, common goals; and cooperation is replacing contention, apathy and selfish interests in neighborhoods and communities throughout your world. This unstoppable force for goodness and change is expanding in all directions, and often it is the women who are leading the way.

10. The feminine, or goddess energy that is pouring in to balance the masculine energy that dominated Earth’s residents for millennia is giving women everywhere inner strength, courage, confidence and determination to rise above their former status of inferiority or as possessions, a status imposed by those cultures and lands where males are considered superior. We do not mean that you will become a female-dominated society—you won’t—or that the goddess energy is not affecting men too—indeed it is; otherwise, this energy in-pouring would only provoke conflict between the sexes instead of accomplishing a balance of the two energies within the peoples. However, it is the change in women’s self-perception—from acceptance of subjugation to recognition of self-worth and the growing awareness that their combined power is a force for love, peace and harmony—that is entering the collective consciousness and moving your world ever closer to the Golden Age.

11. We hasten to add that this does not mean that females cannot have the warrior ruthlessness aspect of male energy or cannot succumb to the depths of dark motives and actions! Some women are working to achieve Illuminati objectives with the same fierce dedication as men in the ranks; and other women, contrary to their soul contract choices, are harming others in families, neighborhoods and communities. Again, this is third density duality in motion, and its time in your world is fast dwindling. Men and women alike who are captivated by darkness are leaving the planet and will continue to do so, each when his or her vibratory level is exceeded as Earth continues apace into successively higher planes of vibrations.

12. We also mentioned the economy as an example of dark efforts, and this was intended to be distracting, disrupting and destructive. The distraction is mainstream media’s deceptive description of the global economic crisis as a recession that is on the upswing after bottoming out so the masses will passively accept a return to same-old, same-old banking and business. The disruption in lives is clear in unemployment, homeless and food bank statistics; and the economic destruction was intended to adversely affect all except the Illuminati themselves. They hadn’t factored into their shenanigans to garner even vaster fortunes that the scheme could backfire and open the door to a different economic system that they could not control. They hadn’t factored in the ingenuity and fortitude of the peoples to overcome hardships or the strong spirit of sharing and helping or the cooperative productivity, all of which are thriving at grassroots levels around your world. They hadn’t factored in that honest folks with sound economic expertise would establish systems of finance and commerce based in spiritual integrity and fairness for all peoples of Earth. And it is change of this broad scope that is happening under the “news radar,” so to say.

13. Many of you still are questioning US President Obama’s motives or leadership abilities, therefore we will speak briefly again about this highly evolved soul who all of you agreed prior to birth would be elected to that position and lead your world into an era of peace. We told you before the primary elections that he would become president, and everything we have said about him and his part of the Golden Age master plan in subsequent messages also is as accurate now as then. [For readers who are interested, the pertinent parts of those messages can be easily located by entering Obama in the search feature on Matthew’s Messages page on www.matthewbooks.com.]

14. While opposition to Obama’s direction from the Republicans in Congress en masse and some members of his own party too is public knowledge, the power behind the dissension—pressure from the Illuminati global web-work—is not. Except for readers of our messages and those from other sources within the light, it is not known that the vociferous and rancorous disagreements within the US government are not as they appear to be, a stubborn partisan bloc or inflexible ideological differences—it is the influence of the light and of the darkness being played out on the United States government stage.

15. Yes, the dark ones can claim a measure of success there and on other stages in other countries as well. Their myriad forms of distraction, disruption and destruction have delayed, diluted or gutted efforts for positive change; postponed official recognition by international leaders of the presence of other civilizations; and prevented the emergence of other universal and down-to-Earth truths.

16. So it is understandable if you have become impatient or disheartened by mainstream reports of progress—or lack thereof. However, you would do well to remember that those reports are issued with deliberately incomplete or inaccurate information by third density minds via third density outlets. What higher density minds are accomplishing in the wings of stages worldwide would astonish you if you could but see the light emanating from the various sources and the significant beneficial changes taking form! These changes are leading light-receptive souls out of third density illusion and lies and into the universal reality of the continuum, where the glories of the Golden Age await!

17. We know that you would like firm timeframes for specific events, and we wish we could provide those, but attempting to do so would be folly. Nothing in Earth’s energy field of potential is clearly delineated—streamers that appear to be going straightaway abruptly zigzag and are overtaken by other activities’ streamers. If you remember, at one point a few months ago it appeared that the time of a television announcement of extraterrestrial presence was close at hand, but the barrage of dark actions since then has prevented finalizing some of the major aspects of that program. And, several months ago it appeared that this event would follow the emergence of some truths that have been long hidden; later, it was decided that since the Illuminati were keeping a tight lid on those truths, the program would come first. We can say with assurance that the introduction of our space brothers and sisters is upcoming, but the timing, like the space fleet, is still up in the air.

18. Even though that major happening is not yet at your doorstep, the greater light prevailing is bringing forth a different revelation of great significance: the abusive aspect of duality at the pinnacle of the Catholic church, the Vatican. This is not to pass judgment on the pope or the priest offenders, but rather evidence that supreme reverence for a man and obedience to manmade religious laws is misplaced. Each soul is a part of God and no soul is greater or lesser than another in God’s eyes! At this moment it appears that the time for ancient records and the true purpose of religions to be disclosed is quite a ways down the road, comparatively speaking, but with all other sources of energy in tumult, that timeframe also could change in the blink of an eye.

19. Thus, we urge you to stay steadfast in the light and be patient as to when and how events will unfold. With the massive amount of truth to be revealed, a foremost consideration is to attain a balance between how rapidly startling information can be given and how much psyches can assimilate healthfully.

20. Now then, please dismiss concerns about any current or proposed laws, bills, doctrines, customs, policies, treaties or procedures that are based in unfairness or unjustness or present harm to mind, body or spirit. Like everything else in your world that derives from darkness, those will end incrementally along Earth’s journey to fourth density, where no darkness can exist. And no dark deeds can delay or detour her ascension progress—she is on target to meet the celestial timetable for leaving third density completely.

21. What is at stake is the destiny of her consciously and spiritually slumbering residents: Will they heed their intuition, the messages from their souls, to waken in time to physically accompany Earth? Many of you have family or friends who are stuck in third density thinking and beliefs. By all means offer to share your awareness with those who are interested, but please do not try to impose it upon those who are not—just as you would feel uncomfortable being force-fed opinions that conflict with your innate knowingness, so would be those who are committed to their beliefs that differ from yours.

22. And please do not feel sad if persons dear to your heart choose not to awaken in this lifetime. Respect their goodness and honesty in the knowing that it is neither your responsibility nor right to try to change their choice to slumber on. After a lifetime in spirit, they will reincarnate in a third density world with another opportunity to “see the light” and evolve spiritually; and, as the independent yet inseparable souls you all are, during bodies’ sleep time you will have reunions with your beloved people in places where your and their vibrations permit.

23. When and how will people who commit dark actions die? Wouldn’t it be helpful to know who they are so we can distinguish them from people in the light who die because they fulfilled their soul contracts? There is no way that you can distinguish between the “dark action” persons and those in the light who completed their contracts, and there is no need to do so. Since there are varying light frequencies in individuals, there can be no mass exodus of those who are darkly-inclined at some specific point in Earth’s ascension. Each such person will transition from this lifetime when Earth reaches an energy plane that exceeds that individual’s frequency and physical death will come from any of the same causes that exist now.

24. Where will the souls of all the various densities now living on the planet go if they do not accompany Earth, and will they remember why they did not or will the “veil of forgetting fall?” The souls whose lifetime energy registration was of the basest density—what some would call “pure evil”—automatically will be drawn to the only part of Nirvana that is separate from the flexible layers, the tiny orb near your moon where the density is so great that it holds those souls captive. They are aware of where they are and what they did that led them to that densest part of Earth’s spirit world because it is there that they review their entire past lifetime moment by moment and feel their every emotion along with the emotions of everyone whose lives they touched in any way. This review process is the hell of some religious concepts.

25. Light is constantly beamed to those souls, and if they choose to accept the light, they will embody in a first density placement in primitive forms that have no memories or intelligence, but only an instinctive existence. This allows those souls to start with a clean slate, unencumbered by memories of the dark behavior that led them to that densest of placements in your part of this universe.

26. Persons whose lifetime energy was of very low density—those who ignored their soul contracts and whose deliberately ruthless actions prevented others from fulfilling their own contracts, but were not as tyrannical or diabolical as the souls consigned to that tiny orb—automatically are drawn to a first density world and start over from scratch. When they accept the light that is beamed continuously into the placement, they can incarnate in a second density world where they will have no memory of other lifetimes but do gain a conscience, a capacity for reasoning, and free will choices. With this greater degree of innate abilities comes the option to act within the light or the darkness, thus they can have many lifetimes in second density, relapse into first, or progress into a third density world.

27. As for the “veil of forgetting” falling on residents of a third density world—how many of you remember why you are where you are?!

28. Souls now on Earth who are at fourth or higher density spiritual evolvement who do not continue their physical journey with Earth may choose to spend a lifetime in Nirvana, return to their original homeland, move on to another civilization that is compatible with their evolvement station, or return to Earth and enjoy life in her Golden Age. In all those planes of spiritual awareness there is a great deal of remembering by comparison to the level in any third density world.

29. However, the eternal life of the soul includes the return to The Beginnings in Creator, so there are eons of layers of forgetfulness to uncover in the unequalled adventure called Life. Light, the pure love essence of Creator Source and the most powerful energy in the cosmos, is available to every soul in every instant, and by accepting the light, each continues evolving by consciously remembering what is known at soul level.

30. The Golden Age awaits all of Earth’s residents who have embraced the light and whose lifetime contract includes several more years on the planet. Do please remember this: Light beings throughout this universe are with you in loving spirit, cheering you on along your pathway toward that wondrous world!

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LOVE and PEACE

Suzanne Ward

[Matthew’s message is late because we were out of the country for a joyful family reunion and our granddaughter’s wedding, and upon our return, another surgery for Bob. All is well!

Thank you for your emails of concern about us or our family in Chile. Son Michael and his wife were with us in Panama at the time of the earthquake, and no one in her family was injured when their homes were damaged.

To the 100 subscribers whose email addresses start with ral… through ted…, I hope someone forwards this message or you read it in Matthew’s Messages on www.matthewbooks.com so you will know why it didn’t come from me: My profuse apologies for deleting the list with your addresses when I was trying (and failing!) to consolidate seven lists. If you would like to continue receiving the messages directly, please join the Yahoo group by going to http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MessagesfromMatthew/, then click on Join this Group. This isn’t an interactive group—you will receive only the messages.

I am very happy to report that Matthew’s messages are available in 11 languages via links on www.matthewbooks.net, a site established in Portugal. Also, Matthew, Tell Me about Heaven has been published in ten foreign editions, some of the other three books in the series also are out in several languages, and English editions have sold in over 40 countries. Book and messages readers got the ball rolling by recommending the information to others—thank you!

And I thank you for understanding that family responsibilities preclude my responding to most of the emails I receive. Blessings to all of you…Suzy]

MATTHEW BY Suzy Ward

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Happy, Joyous and Free!

I am on a quest for the Truth. My journey has led me to discover a great deal about myself and the world around me. I have come to see, know and understand many of the great mysteries that eluded me before. Why was I like that before? Why did I have troubles in various aspects of my life? Why did I feel pain and suffering? Why could I not accept or receive Love, nor give it unconditionally? These are but a few of the questions I have had, there are more of course, but the point is... I want to know!I have always looked at babies with fascination as they are so open and receptive, as well as filled with knowledge. I wonder what they could tell us if they could speak immediately after being born? WOuld they tell us of the wonders of it all? There has been research into near-death experiences, but could there possibly be research that could discover what new-life experience is like? Perhaps... But for now, I look at babies with continued awe. Look into their eyes, into the depths of their knowing and you can see it. Past the subterfuge, created by unknowing parents bent on doing the best they can to raise a child in the world today.

They know, babies do... I can see it in their eyes. This is what I am remembering. I am remembering a time, a place where Love is all there is. There is no fear, anger, hatred, violence, greed and deception. Where compassion, joy and bliss are the natural states of being and all recognize that. Where people are connected in Spirit and long to help one another, as though helping themselves. A place where all is perfect and right knowledge prevails.

This place does exist as a dimensional reality, I am certain of this. However, the current situation in the world today has precluded most from seeing this. To say that it has happened over time and from acceptance by most participants is true, I believe. However, I don’t believe that is all there is. I have come to see that we can bring that dimension into our current reality, a “Heaven on Earth” as it were, just by shifting our awareness to the higher frequencies. By cleansing ourselves of the detritus built up over a lifetime of unconscious acceptance to the way things are.

This is what my journey is all about. Reclamation of my Soul Sovereignty and non-acceptance of the current state of affairs. I refuse to believe any more that the way things appear to be is the way it is going to stay. By healing myself with Soul Retrieval, I am coming into a wholeness of being that is showing the way to continued growth and healing. I am working the energy as it comes in, questioning why things are happening and being guided to the answers.

This is truly an unplugging from the Matrix as it were, a knowing that I can and will make a difference in my life and a knowing that if I live my life to my Soul’s Purpose, it will be a happy, joyous and fulfilling experience. It is always exciting, and as long as I stay in Love and Kindness and Total Personal Responsibility, I am better able to interact with the world around me. In fact, carrying the peaceful vibrations seems to have an impact on those around me and they too have begun to experience things differently.

So, I continue... And know, deep inside I know this is the right path. It is liberating... Far more liberating than other paths I have walked in my life. Actually, the other paths I followed degraded my energy so much as to require a great amount of healing and work. This is what I am writing about... The breaking free of the “Norm” to become the authentic expression of my Soul. So, it is challenging... and to some it may sound as though I am sick or depressed or any other societal/medical definitions. But therein lies the conundrum, this is what I am trying to break free of.

There was a time many years ago, that I turned to my doctor and said I was having problems adjusting to a traumatic experience, stacked upon other traumatic experiences. She pulled out a questionnaire and left me alone to answer the questions. 30 minutes went by... you know doctor’s offices, and when she returned looked at the answers and proclaimed “you have clinical depression”... She whipped out the prescription pad and voila, I was to be cured! Take these and we’ll reconnect in a month. But be sure to come in immediately if you are feeling angry, suicidal, aggressive or otherwise not right... Wow...

Dutifully, I took the remedy... What happened. Well, it actually got worse for a while. I did have suicidal thoughts, I was angry and aggressive and was actually worse off and kinda scared. I called, got appointment and out came the pad again. Marc, Prozac is not going to work for you, but don’t worry we will try this... and if that doesn’t work, then there are other pills that we can try...

Well, suffice to say... Eventually I got to the place where I was numb. The pills took out the highs and lows and I was just numb. Nothing really mattered and I DIDN’T HAVE MY POWER... That went on for a while, but eventually I saw that it wasn’t giving me what I truly needed.

This practice that I have found works. It is based in and promotes SELF-EMPOWERMENT through DIRECT EXPERIENCE. It is holistic and inclusive and I decide what is to be done for my highest good. I am the pilot of this ship... Some days I flounder in rough seas and others the wind is at my back and I cover great distances. But I look back on the last 3 years and my growth has been remarkable. I am different thanI was in so many ways.

I am happy, joyous and free. Even during the challenging times I prevail... Because of my effort, my insights and my quest for the Truth. I am getting better, stronger and vibrant. This I like, this I love... My life is perfect in all ways and I am so thankful and grateful. Thank you Creator!!!!!

Blessings everyone!

Love and Kindness, Marc

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