I am Kuthumi-Agrippa and I come forward upon the solar rays of
love and wisdom to greet each of you at this time and to bring unto you
the blessings of transcendence, abundance, truth and trust. Greetings
beloved ones.
And it is with great joy and pleasure in our
hearts that we may gather with each of you at this present time as we
celebrate this reconnection of lights, hearts, minds, bodies and souls.
Precious
ones, there are many levels of energies which are being integrated at
this time. Each layer is a language of light communicating to the
systems which feed you with energy and transmit divine inspiration and
guidance. Your journey along the Pathway of the Authentic Ones has
revealed to you many truths about yourself. It has also revealed to you
the truths regarding that which has set up the ground laws for your
world. The more you realize these ground laws, or, ground rules are not
aligned entirely with the systems of light, the easier it will be for
you to step out of those systems and integrate the divine mechanisms of
growing with the flow of life.
2012 is not far off. The time is
upon you for all of you to move beyond the delusions of your current
world. Your world is filled with many levels of illusion. This has
created many aspects of pain and sorrow as you know already, therefore,
one of our intentions in our transmission to each of you this evening is
to perform a clearing of the collective money matrix. This will release
the embedded false beliefs and attitudes regarding this form of energy.
Why would we do this now? Because it is the fear of lack of money which
causes many to remain trapped within systems of delusion.
The
principles of life span across many, many worlds, many dimensions and
one of the ways that all of you will recognise how it is to bring these
powerful new energies into formation and manifestation is by applying
the Principles of Partnership. These principles reveal to you the
importance of collaboration and how it empowers the grids of light and
humanity.
Every time you join your forces of light, of love and
intention, the energy grows beyond your ability to imagine it. It
creates a system fixed within a fluid grid, therefore, it is a new fixed
system, which has been applied through the understanding of the
principles and laws of nature, life and the universe, which result in a
strengthening of the fluids which run through your body, through the
earth and through the ethers. These fluids are in your blood, and every
other bodily fluid you come into contact with.
Now this might
startle you a little, but it is important that you know that all over
your world, everywhere that you go every single day, you are physically
touching another person's DNA; not just one, but many, many other
people's DNA. Now think of this. If you are touching their DNA as a
result of the bodily fluids that have been left behind upon structures,
and all sorts of other items in your world, you are then tapping into
the energy held within that DNA, and, how do most people in the world
feel about life, feel about money, partnerships, principles and working
together? It is filled with fear. This is not to say that you now all
have to develop a serious case of OCD and keep on washing your hands or
your body every few minutes - no.
With the energies we bring
forth to you this evening, we are creating a powerful coning of
protection around all of you, blocking those impulses and imprints
contained within the DNA of the bodily fluids you come into contact with
every single day. Now what will happen is where your DNA imprints are
left behind, it will send a shockwave, of sorts, through the bodies of
those touching it. It will cause an automatic internal activation of the
inner desire to rise above the mundane, the illusional and the forms
which have trapped humanity in this mistaken identity as such.
Every
single flow of light coming to you is absorbed by your body; it is
absorbed into your chakras and into every living organism around you.
This is how powerful energy is. Everything stores information and energy
it is exposed to. Your world is exposed to billions upon billions of
impulses every 60 seconds of life. It is impossible on a human level to
even comprehend what that means, however, I say this not to instill
fear, I say it to bring awareness so that you can become more aware of
how these energies influence you, how energy influences you, period.
Therefore,
what you think, what you feel, see, touch, taste and say affects
everything consciously and unconsciously. This is one of the most
important reasons why we are working with all of you in the manner we
are. We are trying to help you gain the greater understanding of all the
forms of energy influencing humanity. This is one of the very important
reasons why you are urged to get to know yourself. When you know
yourself, you are able to recognise false imprinting and rise above it.
Therefore,
through the energies of this 22:2 activation, the Master Architects of
the Universe gather with each of you, their collective energy form a
magnificent crystal grid around you and we extend this grid to embrace
all of you.
It is a fluid grid communicating to every single
aspect of you, urging you, inspiring you and motivating you to step
across the abyss and to venture into the unknown worlds. Precious ones,
these unknown worlds are nothing to fear. The only reason why they are
unknown is because you have been limited in your self-knowledge and,
therefore, in the knowing that what lies beyond the three-dimensional
barriers of the human world is a great opportunity, a great, grand world
filled with many worlds, many vistas of incredible potential. Within
these worlds are even more worlds of powerful creative energy. These
creative energies are coming to meet you, flowing into all your major
and minor chakras, creating a magnificent symphony of new sound, the
orchestra playing this symphony with grace and ease for it understands
the principles of these other worlds.
So, precious ones, we are
calling to all of you to gather together in numbers, to drop your lower
ego, to leave your fear behind and to look into the eyes and hearts of
your fellow brothers and sisters who travel along the Pathway of the
Authentic Ones seeking, as do you, desiring freedom, desiring liberation
of soul and spirit, so that harmony can be created, peace instilled
within the hearts and minds of all who live. This cannot be done if
those of you who walk this path go against one another.
When you
compete against each other, when you gossip about each other, when you
say negative things about your fellow brother or sister upon the path,
you are breaking the grid. You are dismantling the weave connected to
you and to the rest of the grid. Those who stand in strength and power,
honouring the sacredness of these partnerships, you strengthen the light
coming toward you.
Some of you may recall what was considered a
very harsh delivery approximately two years ago where I spoke of this.
The power and force with which I delivered this message was for a very
important reason, and that is because sadly in the world, which
Lightworkers occupy and work within, is filled with many levels of lower
ego; many negative energies. This can and will no longer be tolerated,
and this is why we are saying there is no more time to waste. There is
no time to sit on the fence and observe which side is scoring the
highest points. Choose now and step into that power.
Between this
date of the 22nd of February of the Christ year 2010 and the 21st of
December of the Christ year 2010, when we bring forth the energies which
prepare for the next four ascension gates coming at the end of December
2010 and the beginning of January 2011, people will have to choose. It
is now or it is never, and we speak primarily of those who are
vacillating, those who are sitting on the fence waiting for someone to
push them; so here the push comes. These energies come forth through the
powerful grids of light which have been built to date, the powerful
systems of co-creation which has bonded you together through your
hearts, through your intentions, through your love and through your
light, not only for Mother Earth but for yourself, for those who mean
the world to you, and for those whom you have never met yet can feel
through the essence of your being.
We have added to the energies
that will be activated in Egypt in the next 32 days. These energies
contain the emerald vibrations of new divine and physical abundance. On
the 4th of April, in other words the fourth of the fourth (4:4), we ask
all of you to connect through your hearts, through your soul and your
spirit to those who will be physically in Egypt, and it matters not what
time of your day or night you do this, for the energies will be held in
their full force for the duration of those 24 hours.
As we
bring forth the almighty new Emerald Flame of divine and physical
abundance, all who will be physically present in the lands of Egypt will
have this activated in all seven major chakras. These frequencies will
speak to all the dimensions of the world. Those of you who will not
physically be travelling to the lands of Egypt, you are the guardians of
those who agreed prior to this incarnation to stand as those
mechanisms, drawing that energy in. We will extend the energies to
Russia, at which time an almighty Golden Flame will be anchored on the
seventh of the seventh (7:7). And when we extend the energies to
Turkey, an incredibly beautiful Platinum and Mother-of-pearl flame will
be anchored on the tenth of the tenth (10:10) 2010.
These three
flames, these new flames, have been created by the almighty Elohim of
All That Is. St Germain himself has added the final touches, the
energies which contain these almighty vibrations, and will be handing
them to those who have been assigned to carry them. The Emerald Flame
embodies millions and millions of minute networks of light, of love, and
creativity.
As you stand within the presence of the almighty and
powerful Master Alchemists, you are being asked now to open your heart,
your mind, your body, your soul and your spirit and to receive the call
to service, to receive the light of the Principles of Partnership and
to extend your energy and your willingness, if that is your choice, to
unite as an almighty body embodying these incredibly powerful new
energies.
I, Lord Kuthumi-Agrippa, King of the Solar Archangels,
now announce to all of you, and my channel does not even know this yet,
this is her surprise, I, in my energy form of Kuthumi-Agrippa
specifically, King of the Solar Archangels, have chosen this channel to
be the only human form through which I will channel in the future. The
energy of Kuthumi, as others know it, will continue to be channelled
through a variety of systems, however, this grid, this signature, has
been assigned specifically to her so that we can assign the light of
those powerful forces of love to each and every one of you.
This
activation is opening the doors to some of the most profound and
powerful energies you have ever been exposed to. It is at this time that
we call forth to the Quantum Goddess, we call forth to the Goddesses of
the New World, to the Gods who walk alongside them and we ask you now
to rise, to awaken and to lead, for all of you are leaders - love each
other.
In the not too distant future, we will also be releasing
the powerful light of the Quantum Goddess. This too is held in the form
of a physical woman. Her light has been building for five years and in
the not too distant future you will be introduced to her energy as well.
She is a physical human being. As this energy reaches out to her, we
trust she feels the vibrations and we ask all of you now to extend your
love, to extend your light to this sister of the path so that all
obstacles may be removed, so that the Quantum God can come to stand with
her too, and in so doing, manifesting the presence of the Triple
Goddess and the Triple God, the Quantum Goddess and the Quantum God,
anchored firmly within all your seven major and minor chakras.
This
divine light, precious ones, is an amplification of the original
pathways which the Gods and Goddesses walked. All of you are a Goddess
or a God, a priest or a priestess, whatever resonates with you, but we
have called for this almighty celebration at this time to ensure that
these energies are held within the purest hearts willing to support the
grids, to collaborate as a powerful form and force of divine light and
love.
Now that we have released this information to you, we ask
you to open your inner world to receive the empowering pulsations coming
forth and we call to the sister of the Triple Goddess who stands as her
guardian, you beloved sister, you are to open the portals of power
within your own body.
Every one of you females who are
listening, goddesses, open your sacral chakra, for now it is that the
Triple Goddess begins to pour the holy waters of life into your sacral
chakra. All males currently hearing us, you are the Gods; open your base
chakras to receive the powerful pulsations coming from Mother Earth.
Goddesses,
open your third eye, Gods open your crown chakra; breath in deeply,
exhaling fully, as we now begin to release to you an energy you have
never experienced before, the energies which shall now dismantle the
money matrix of the old world, the matrix which has shackled people to
their false beliefs and fears of this energy.
Breathe in
deeply, exhaling fully, and now I want all of you to continue emitting
unconditional love to one another and to feed the powerful crystal fluid
grid of the principles of partnership. We want you to join hearts, to
join hands, to connect your minds and to open your spirits to receive
each other.
Archangel Michael now steps in and with the
magnificent blue ray he brings forth, he amplifies these energies. St
Germain, sending the pulsations of the brand-new emerald green light ray
to each of you preparing for that which shall come upon the 4th of
April of the Christ year 2010. Breathe this emerald light in, extending
it out to your fellow brothers and sisters of this particular network,
this community, this family of Lightweavers. We shall hold the energy
amongst this group for now, building it, sending it deep into the very
core of your inner self, dismantling all the attachments to the old
paradigm money matrix.
As you feel these energies course through
your body, imagine the cells of your body opening, your DNA and the
atoms inside of you releasing the outdated perceptions, attitudes, fears
and beliefs around money and partnership.
I want you now to
imagine the almighty presences of Father/Mother God descending upon you,
filling you with their light, with their extraordinary vision; open
your mind, surrender, let go.
I want you to consider for a moment
why it is you are trapped within a matrix which has resulted in either
lack of finances, lack of love and lack of healthy partnerships (all
forms of partnership). Most of this is because of your programming. The
majority of your fears and your inhibitions are programming stored
inside of you. It is through the repetitive programming that you have
been led to believe that you are trapped in a situation, be it a
financially challenging one, or challenges around relationships, however
it is even more than that - it is being trapped within a mindset which
tells you, you can’t do something, or be your true self.
Every
time you tell yourself you can’t, you are reaffirming the old ways; you
are strengthening the old paradigm matrices. It is your mind imprisoning
you, therefore, in order for us to clear the collective money matrix,
you need to clear the fear inside and for you, as the core group at this
time holding this energy, we ask you to please put in the effort to
observe your mind and every time you tell yourself you cannot do
something, ask yourself ‘why?’ What makes that true?
Perhaps
the fact is that there is a lack of finances, or there is a lack of
love, or an absence of skills or tools required, but that does not mean
to say it need be like that for eternity. These new energies are unlike
anything humanity has ever been exposed to before therefore, as we have
said before, there is absolutely no point of reference for your lower
ego, and that is what creates an additional fear, because it cannot
compare it to anything and nothing compares to these powerful new
energies.
Now take another deep breath in and as you exhale,
release every subconscious need inside of you to hold onto the fears
which you identify with purely because your lower ego recognizes them as
familiar.
Take another deep breath in and as you relax, we now
create a magnificent spiral of energies which we now spin into your
crown chakra, moving it through all of your chakras down your spine, out
through your base chakra and into Mother Earth. These energies bring
the universal codes of release creating the new systems which imprint
the atoms of your body. These atoms emit pulsations communicating to the
molecules of your body, communicates to the DNA, and to the cells and
into life all around you.
These energies which we are creating
are forming a magnificent new body of light around you; this body of
light is protecting you from the fears of the lower ego and when the
lower ego reacts, this body will allow you to tap into a dimension of
higher self-awareness enabling you to release this unnecessary fear, any
negative fear or emotion, which you now know is simply part of the old
matrix, simply your lower ego’s point of reference.
So,
precious ones, as we stand within this world of powerful new light, the
Elohim of Grace and Peace gather with us. The almighty Master Architects
of the Universe open their energy to receive and welcome you, and if it
is your wish and if it is your will to step beyond the abyss, to move
into that which is completely unknown to you; if you are willing to
stand with us and create a new fluid grid of energy regarding money,
regarding the Principles of Partnership, the energies which call all of
those who are awakening to service, then come with us, step into the
light, follow the energy which the Master Architects are now extending
to you.
As you step into this light, there are conings of energy
entering your chakras from the front and from behind. This is being
projected to you by the Triple Goddess and the Triple God. The energies
of the Quantum Goddess and the Quantum God step in. The Quantum Goddess
touches your third eye, the Quantum God touches your sacral chakra,
activating the doorways to Heaven through the graceful acceptance of
what is, as it is, knowing that what is in the future, is and will be
different to what is now, for you are being held within this light to
recognize that all your fears and all restrictions that you place upon
yourself are truly self-imposed. Even if they have been projected by
those in your external world, you have chosen to hold onto them, you
have chosen to abide by those false laws and rules.
Now you are
being given permission to let it all go. You are being given permission
to step into a completely new frequency and consciously choose to no
longer abide by the ridiculous, deluded systems which have been set in
place, which have falsely led you to believe that there are certain
things you cannot experience, may not do and cannot have as a part of
your life.
Therefore, as we amplify the energies even more, the
Elohim comes to stand with you. I, Kuthumi-Agrippa, King of the Solar
Archangels, now bring my League of Solar Archangels to gather around you
as we amplify the energies even more. Breathe into your bodies exhaling
fully as we send these divine pulsations triggering through all of your
chakras. As it triggers through the chakras, it opens these dimensional
portals and we want you now to release every single person coming to
mind whom you recognize as being the projector of that which you have
falsely attached yourself to as being a law in your life - and release
it, let it go.
I, Kuthumi-Agrippa now send golden lightning waves
of energy into your body. These lightning waves penetrate all the way
to the centre of your atoms, releasing you from the negative attachments
to the old world, and I want you now to imagine all of those cords,
which are attached to the old paradigm collective money matrix now being
incinerated, releasing you. All those negative attachments that have
held you bound to the old world's Principles of Partnership, of
collaboration, of relationship, of union, of communion; release it, let
it go. For there is strength in numbers and we are calling you in your
numbers now. This is your call to service, to come forth, to bring these
energies, to release your self from the old, to bring it in and to
manifest it within your physical reality.
I, Kuthumi-Agrippa, now
stand behind you, pounding these energies into the powerful systems
that are now being activated along your spinal cord, sent through your
central nervous system, releasing the language of the higher order of
the worlds, opening you to the Tenfold Universe where the fluid energy
of all energy exists. The Tenfold Fluid Universe holds the keys to your
future, the keys to all of that which you need, all of that which brings
you freedom; freedom of spirit, freedom of your physical body to move
and be as it wishes, freedom to love, freedom to give, freedom to
receive and freedom to be authentic.
Take a deep breath in, hold
your breath to the count of six, exhaling and relaxing.
Now we
want you to take all these powerful energies that have been harnessed
within this core group hearing our words now, and we want all of you now
to extend this energy out to the rest of the world, shattering that
collective money matrix of the old paradigm. In so doing we release the
grip of those who rule the world through greed, through fear and through
ignorance. Now extend this energy to shatter the old paradigm matrices
around partnership; all forms of partnership. And we also disconnect
those energy cords through which those of ignorant minds and greedy
hearts take from those who have been led to believe they are poor in
mind, in body and in their physical realities.
Take a deep breath
in and as you exhale push this energy out even further. See it seeping
into Mother Earth's body, filling every atom of her body with the same
energy.
Now, precious ones, this very powerful energy which we
have created, which you have accepted, needs to continue with its spiral
light for the next 17 minutes during which time, ideally, we ask if you
can sit in silence or within a peaceful environment, we will complete
the process during that time. For now simply relax and know that the
energies which are coming through to you are all new; energies the world
has not seen before. It makes it unique and it is through you
responding to your call to service that you have come to receive these
great gifts and blessings.
As you are held within this powerful
energy grid, we want you now to give thanks to all of those who have
witnessed this magnificent resurrection of this pure, powerful part of
you and the amalgamation of all of your powerful lights, setting the new
foundation upon which you will create alongside the almighty Master
Architects of your Universe.
And so, precious ones, it is
official; a new grid has been created, a grid of fluid love, fluid
light, fluid intention, an almighty powerful source of creativity and
nothing can stop it. Your union as this powerful core group of light
will ensure this, and as your group grows, as your connections to your
fellow brothers and sisters walking the path of light strengthens, so
this energy will strengthen and it will break down every false system
greedily governing worlds, manipulating them and you will see them
fall.
Over the years to come, more specifically from now
leading up to approximately 2013, many of the economic systems of your
world will fall, especially those major corporations who have chosen to
take it upon themselves to rule the world, so to speak. No man or woman
in their lower ego can ever rule the world. It is only through the
reunion and return to the inner sense of the higher ego that a human man
or a human woman will be granted access to those worlds which truly
embody power; power which creates the miraculous systems which reform
worlds, and so it is, precious ones, that the cities of light will be
resurrected.
Mark this day on your spiritual calendar as being
the day when the grids were laid for the cities of light to resurrect;
you are a part of this, share this light, share this love with everyone
whom you know. Encourage those whom you feel are connected to this
energy, and who are open to this energy to join the fluid forces of
light and reform the world as such, reform your inner world and never
forget how much we love you, how firmly we stand alongside you and that
not one nanosecond of what you feel, think or do ever goes unobserved.
There is no judgment; there is observation and response to your calls,
your intentions, your questions and your pleas for help, protection and
guidance.
Know, precious ones, that it is done; that these
energies have now been anchored on Earth as they are in Heaven. You are
the Earth Angels, the gods and the goddesses of the earth world,
incarnated in human form to perform a very specific role, to reunite
with each other at this time so as to bring into manifestation this
grand plan, and this grand plan is open to any human being who is
motivated by pure soul, pure intention and with the desire to unite with
the powers of light and love, to collaborate with fellow brothers and
sisters on the Pathway of the Authentic Ones and to build a new world
based on a different motivation.
On the 4th of April we will
crack a level of the dark forces’ stronghold; we have been working up to
this for seven years. All of you are a part of this, you have been
prepared for this and we will conduct a specific transmission for that
day specifically. We will ensure that it is pre-recorded so that all of
you can attune on the day and be a part of the delivery prior to that
date.
So hold on to your bootstraps, everyone; this is the ride
of your life and we trust you will enjoy it for you have, of course,
chosen the pathway of extreme adventurers.
Now take another deep
breath in, exhaling fully. Give thanks to yourself for honouring your
call to service, for being present at this point in time embracing the
powerful light that you are, the almighty embodiment of love which you
are and share it, spread it by leading by example. Be who you are and if
you don’t know who you are, take the steps to find yourself. You might
just see that in actual fact all that you are is beside yourself.
Know
that there is never a moment that you walk alone. We are with you in
every way, always. May all that brings you peace, harmony, health and
happiness meet you in the core of your being, and may all always be well
in your world.
I, Kuthumi-Agrippa, King of the Solar Archangels,
enfold you in my wings, holding you close to my heart and reassuring
you always that you are safe, nurtured and protected. Allow all your
needs to be met. Be at peace, treasured Lightworkers; your reward is
with you. Adonai.
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Questions Re: the “Higher” Self
Melora through Joanna Neff (Jyoti Alla-An)
Following is an edited transcription of a Melora session in which both my and a friend's questions about our relationship with our respective Higher Selves are answered. It is clear that even if we don't/can't sense Higher Beings, it doesn't mean that they are NOT there! So it is with our Higher Self. By including more personal aspects of this session, I am letting readers and clients know that I undergo my own spiritual struggles from time to time. What Melora refers to at the end of the article is that since I had not worked with Melora directly for almost two years, I wasn't at all sure she would "be there" for me for this session. Right before we began, I felt the old, familiar Melora energy very strongly, and then I knew we would have a powerful session.
(from a session with a friend on 7/12/09)
MELORA: We are Melora, and we welcome you today. Your question prompts us to say something about the relationship with one's Higher Self. People who believe that they should follow whatever their Higher Self "wants" for them are opening themselves up to enslavement, either by their Higher Self or by some being masquerading as their Higher Self . . . like an astral entity. You all are allowed free will, and you can trust yourself to make decisions as a being. You can trust that you have the right to make those decisions for yourself in this embodiment, to be happy with those decisions and not to worry about whether your Higher Self approves.
Now, in our discussion of soul hierarchies-and in our discussion of the Higher Self's role-we have explained that the Higher Self does indeed get these "spiritual brownie points" earned by the sufferings and travails of the embodied versions of you. We don't mean to sound sarcastic about this, but in the Earth zone-because of the density and the darkness-suffering seems to be the only way that people's souls can advance.
However, in reality, suffering is not really required for soul advancement. We hope you are understanding our answer. Suffering only seems to be what purifies people, that advances them or makes them grow. It is not really the Higher Self that created the situation in which only suffering advances the Soul. Thus, you have the right to trust yourself to keep advancing at the Soul level without suffering.
The next step in that deductive process, or that rational line of thought, is that your Higher Self would embrace choices you make that would liberate you and make you feel wonderful. It's only those in embodiment, and those "historic" and experiential illusions that all the great saints had to suffer or to be martyrs . . . that is at the most extreme degree. Those beliefs have a grip on many, or most, people, and those beliefs can be resolved and changed by your free will and your intention.
Our Jyoti is showing us the character Scarlet O'Hara in "Gone with the Wind": "As God is my witness, I will never be hungry again!" Those moments of life-changing, gut-wrenching commitment and intention enable you to manifest what you really want. Until you have that level of commitment, you will go back-and-forth, as on a see-saw.
ER: Speaking of Higher Selves, in a way it's almost like they're wanting us to make our own decisions, because that's how they experience things through us. It's not like we come in with everything already pre-set. We may have some kind of thoughts about some of the things we want to accomplish in this lifetime, but there's quite a bit of freedom to attain that in different experimental ways. Do I understand that correctly?
MELORA:Yes! We have said that in your Soul Group, for example-and your Soul Hierarchy-as that expresses at "your end" of the hierarchy, in embodiment in third-dimension, you do have motifs as a group or as a hierarchy and issues that you want to explore when you come into embodiment in every lifetime. So, for example, the Pallas Athena motifs would be Freedom, civilized behavior, the arts, Truth, Courage . . . do you see? You will come into embodiment with these being impressed at the Soul level, but then once you get there, anything can happen. As a result of those impressed motifs that you have chosen to explore, you will attract certain experiences to you, but those experiences have not been selected ahead of time.
ER: In my soul group or hierarchy, what are some of the motifs that we're trying to embody or that kind of characterize our lineage.
MELORA: It is interesting that what we're being given as a motif for you is more what's holding you back. For example, you can say somebody is stubborn and judge that as "bad," but the flip side of that is that they're also very loyal. If you throw out stubborn, you throw out loyal. Answering your question has to do with something that is similar to that, regarding what's holding you back.
There is such a drive for integrity in the way you conduct yourself and appear to be to others whom you serve. We realize this is very convoluted, but we will give you some examples to try to explain. At the core of what we're trying to describe here is your requirement for dignity and to be treated with dignity. At the same time, you have a desire to "let your hair down" and not be up on a pedestal, because you have found how much pressure is involved in maintaining that-and that the dignity is not worth the loss of freedom and expansiveness that your Soul would really like to experience. And so at the core of the dignity motif would be integrity of being.
Now, where we are, we are not as hard on you as you are on yourself about what integrity means. In this world, what happens is that you have all this propaganda from the church and society-socially current delusions, and whatever. Whenever you fall for those structures, it goes against your being-ness. In a way, you have yourself shackled because of looking at the reflection back from things that are not really appropriate to tell you about whether you're in integrity or not.
ER: Yes. Could you give me another example?
MELORA: We will keep going, and of course everything about you is complex.
ER: [laughs] Thank you.
MELORA: We're trying to get there. Integrity of Spirit requires you to love yourself (not out of ego), and so if you're kind to all of these people but you're not kind to yourself, you come out of integrity with yourself. It's not okay to mistreat yourself any more than it would be okay to mistreat others.
Back to integrity, what we're receiving is that your concept of integrity places a burden of behavior upon you in certain situations-especially professional situations-that fills you with tension and that makes you feel constricted. Even though you need to feel the dignity, you need to feel the respect, and you need to feel that you're serving, it's kind of been backfiring for a long time. It's not really giving you what you need, and it's not really expressing who you are as a being in integrity. What we're receiving is that the more you pay attention to, and respond to, your being-ness regarding this motif, the more happy rewards you will get.
All of the impediments to your being-ness have to do with 3rd-dimensional concerns, and so trusting yourself, as a being, that you will be able to actualize your dreams is the sticking point here.
ER: Definitely. And then one last question for me about my guides: I have a duality here. I feel like I'm always in contact with them, but then I don't think I am at all. I think I work with them so much with my inner . . . that I think they're such a part of me that I don't even feel them anymore or acknowledge them anymore. I know that sounds totally crazy, and I can't put it into words.
MELORA:You know, our Jyoti has discussed this with us before, and we have said that your guides are always there, whether you're aware of them or not. This might apply to our Jyoti's question. We'll see. Your guides may not be the same guides that you used to have, and so you are perhaps feeling that they're not there because they're not the ones you're used to. There are so many stimuli around you, and so much information coming in that you're intuitively receiving, and so forth, that there's just kind of a lot of static, and you just need to "tune into that station"-the frequency of those guides-on purpose. And all you have to do is ask.
There's a main guide with male energy-an almost monk-like energy, but not in any oppressive sense. This guide is choosing this energy and form as a quasi-religious figure: someone you would call "Father" and that you would trust, but not the stereotypical Catholic monk. More like Francis of Asissi that you trust as a being and would call "Father." That's what the energy of this guide feels like. It really is someone you would go to, not as a father confessor but as someone to ask advice of and counsel from.
ER: I would like to address some of the questions that my friend, Jyoti, has in regards to this incredible sense, sometimes, of separateness--
MELORA: All the time . . .
ER: --or aloofness from her Higher Self . . . whether this is an intentional thing. If you could clarify that for us a little bit more.
MELORA: Yes. We would be happy to do so. We heard two things right off the bat. The first was how many times in our Jyoti's lifetime people have mistakenly considered her to be aloof and indifferent, when actually she is quite the contrary. We could call it an introversion that is energetic and not just an expression of our Jyoti as more introverted than extroverted. It is a whole different way of perceiving reality and reacting to reality when you're an introvert, versus when you're an extrovert. And yet this is the way she perceives her own Higher Self to be: indifferent and aloof.
The second thing is that our Jyoti's concept of her Higher Self and her attempts, if you will, to connect to her Higher Self, largely are intellectual-largely come from her mind, not her heart. These attempts also reflect a total lack of nurturing and parenting in her current lifetime. So her reality, for example, practically since birth, has been: "They don't care about me; they don't like me. " There's no parental connection that allows her to look at herself as having any sort of parental-type connection or to accept the possibility of that. (This is not the answer she was expecting.) And so, her Higher Self would respond if our Jyoti could approach her Higher Self from her heart, which is a very difficult thing for her to do. The belief that "they're just not there" is so deeply entrenched.
In a conversation with a so-called "psychic" reader on the phone about three months ago, our Jyoti became very frustrated when the woman said, "All you have to do is reach toward your Higher Self." And our Jyoti said: "I am tired of reaching toward my Higher Self. I want her to reach toward me!" And, as with the answer to your question about whether your guides are really there, we would say to our Jyoti that her Higher Self is very much there. She even asked once: "Is my Higher Self retarded or something?" Remember that one? [laughs] (Her Higher Self does not begrudge that comment.)
So, really, the victory for our Jyoti in this entire lifetime is to learn to open her heart and not be afraid just to "step off the cliff" and "go for broke."
ER: That's easier said than done.
MELORA: Of course.
ER: When you're in this incarnate body and you've been mutilated in the past, it's really hard to bring your heart out on a platter-the sense of trust is huge. How can Jyoti's Higher Self, and her guides, and the people like us who love her, support her on this journey. It's sure not an easy one, from where we see it.
MELORA: The truth is that our Jyoti is afraid that she'll just break apart. She's afraid that if she lets go to that extent, she'll be annihilated-and not even from outside herself. Kind of implode. It's something that she needs to deal with gradually but regularly, so that she can work through it. It is probably the pain-at the core-that she's afraid of and that she masks constantly. But she has made it much bigger than it really is in the sense of fearing going to that core-fearing the feeling of what's really under there that's she's tried so hard for so many years to heal . . . and that we're feeling so intensely with her now. It is something that she needs to do and that she keeps avoiding doing.
ER: Is there any technique that is available to us that--
MELORA: She's saying "amnesia." [laughs]
ER: "Amnesia." [laughs] Anything that might be helpful for her? To kind of approach this in a systematic, comfortable way?
MELORA: No. We're hearing that this feeling of disconnect from her Higher Self is a pivotal sign, or a pivotal emblem, of the problem itself. We're sensing that it would be easier for our Jyoti, sincerely and intensely, from her heart, to ask for that connection with her Higher Self and not say: "You owe this to me" and "Why aren't you reaching back toward me?" and some four-letter words. Like a temper tantrum of a child that is not getting what it wants. That is the unhealed child in her that is really mad and hurts.
ER: Could a form of Jyoti that is the adult intercede?
MELORA: She has tried this, but it hasn't worked so far.
ER: It doesn't have to be right now, but if you could clarify this--
MELORA: What we would like to attempt here is . . . we say "attempt" because, if you understand the strange situation of our speaking through Jyoti while we say we would like to connect her with her Higher Self . . . It's a kind of schizophrenic thing, but our Jyoti's become used to it over our years of working with someone else who is asking questions for her in her behalf. Give us a moment.
We are endeavoring to give our Jyoti a visual representation of her Higher Self-not just her usual impression of "a blank wall"-to give herself some kind of form, so that she can relate to her Higher Self. Up until this point, she has decided that she might as well not have a Higher Self, do you see. This disconnection is so extreme that it is as though she cannot even imagine she has a Higher Self.
We are giving her physical sensations as well-what you have when there's a real person there with you. [long pause while I experience my Higher Self] Okay. That's helping. [another long pause while I experience my Higher Self for the first time] All right. We did not want to interrupt her experience by commenting while it was going on.
The breakthrough here for our Jyoti, who always claims she's not very visual, is that she was given a very powerful visual representation of her Higher Self coming toward her . . . with beautiful light and a sense of movement, and with the gown and robes flowing back and away from "the form" of her Higher Self. And our Jyoti was seeing the light and feeling angelic kinds of energies. The important thing is that we are making this real for our Jyoti, because she used to feel nothingness when she would think of her Higher Self or try to contact her Higher Self.
This was an impressive entrance of her Higher Self as we helped our Jyoti feel her Higher Self's energy. It is definitely a female Higher Self, with beautiful golden blonde hair. No angel "wings" but a sense of power-great power-and yet a calm center, andshe was just flying toward our Jyoti. Flying through space and time to our Jyoti, and then enfolding her in her arms. And our Jyoti is saying: "That's enough-enough for right now." But we know this is a big breakthrough, and so we can start here and continue with this as time goes on.
Now that our Jyoti has this image, she can close her eyes and feel what it feels like and imagine it, which is often the way we have counseled clients in the past. This is a very positive, good first step, and we thank you for inquiring in our Jyoti's behalf.
ER: Any messages that her Higher Self wants to give Jyoti? Not extensive, but any words of wisdom?
MELORA: Well, our Jyoti wishes to keep this private, because the thing she abhors the most is crying in front of other people. And kindness melts her down. We thank you, but this is something she will need to be committed to: taking time to explore this and to feel all of the love that is really there for her but that she hasn't believed is there for her, in spite of her calling her Higher Self "retarded." In fact, as you can imagine, her Higher Self is quite the opposite.
ER: [laughs]
MELORA: Our Jyoti wouldn't be as smart as she is if her Higher Self were "retarded." We thank you for helping our Jyoti by asking these questions.
ER: It's because we love Jyoti.
MELORA: And did you have any other questions for yourself?
ER: Would it be appropriate to ask for help in meeting my Higher Self?
MELORA: Absolutely! Since you are so visual, this should be a lot easier for you than for our Jyoti, although she is more visual...
ER: --than she gives herself credit for.
MELORA: All right. If you would start breathing very deeply--as deeply as is comfortable. Don't force it. When you let your breath out, let it out totally, so that you can get rid of the carbon dioxide and other toxins as you breathe out. So breathe as deeply and comfortably as comfortable. What is the question of your heart that you want to convey to your Higher Self. If this is private, you can just tell us so, and then just think of it or sense it, and then we will help direct that to your Higher Self.
ER: I am sensing it.
MELORA: What we would like you to see to start out with is a beautiful female hand in the sky, and you will see the rest of the form later. But reach toward that beautiful hand. It's not a disembodied hand; it's attached to someone. [laughs] You will begin to see the shape and form of your Higher Self as you take the hand of your Higher Self and as it comes toward you in time and space in this beautiful sky. Are you seeing that? That the hand is attached to a beautiful form?
ER: Um hmm.
MELORA: The form now starts to become clearer. It's as though the form of your Higher Self is coming out of the clouds, and you are able to see more and more of this form. And please tell us if that is happening for you.
ER: Very much so.
MELORA: If you wish, describe the form of your Higher Self as you are experiencing her.
ER: She looks very Asian, actually, which surprises me.
MELORA: It shouldn't. What about your devotion to Quan Yin and what about your children?
ER: Yeah. That's true. Hello!
MELORA: Hello. All right. And now we would like you to feel all of your senses. Is there are scent? There's a floral scent, isn't there?
ER: Yeah. You know, it almost smells like linden. I love linden/freesia flower. It's kind of a linden and almost a honeysuckle smell. Kind of that sweetness, you know?
MELORA: And are there sounds associated with your Higher Self-a rustling of clothing?
ER: Yeah. Yeah. It's like she's dancing-not just dancing but just kind of this beautiful flowing motion. Almost like a martial arts form . . . like kung fu. Not in a fighting style-
MELORA: Right. As an art.
ER: Round motions, like circles.
MELORA: Like Tai Chi?
ER: A little quicker and faster than Tai Chi.
MELORA: What you're experiencing now is a description of how you realize your dreams: movement from here to there. And you see it does not have to be like martial arts. You don't have to be a warrior in order to go from here to there. Be an artist with what you already know and who you already are. She's smiling. [laughs] Very affectionate energy there.
ER: Very much so. I feel like a little kid, and she's just so smiley and accepting of who I am.
MELORA: It's almost as though she's performing for you, putting on a little show for you to entertain and uplift you, and to show you the artistry of your Soul. We keep hearing this phrase.
ER: Wow! This is really special. Thank you.
MELORA: It is the artistry that will take you there-not your brain, not your intellect, but the dance, the movement. And we're hearing that she requests that you bring your children and husband in and that you all dance with her. See what happens.
ER: [laughs] It's like a reunion. And she's gotten bigger.
MELORA: She would like you to join hands with your children and your husband in a circle. She's going to provide energy to support this dance. She wants you to feel the shift from having this feel kind of odd and then natural to having it be open, joyful and expansive. Please tell us if and when you get to that point.
ER: Almost there.
MELORA: Just enjoy it with all of your senses; just open your heart to it.
ER: There's a little resistance and fear from [her son].
MELORA: So have your Higher Self come over to him, embrace him or enfold him, and just feel that tension resolving. And have him look into her face and see beyond his being a boy in Boulder, Colorado, and see her with his Soul-and see his many lifetimes and feel the connection with the Asian spirit-the Asian, Zen understanding of the flow of life.
ER: Much better.
MELORA: Um hmm. Because he's Westernized, he will have forgotten temporarily that Asians do not look at "this is the beginning" and "this is the end." The angles go away and nature, and the flow of things and the movement of things, all continue . . . not so much the sense of past, present and future of the Western mind. Your movement as a being from "here" to "there" is just movement-not a beginning and not an end.
And now we are being asked to bring your mother into the middle of the circle that you're forming with your husband and your two children. We would like you to see her transformed, and you know this doesn't mean that suddenly she's going to become well in this lifetime.
ER: Exactly.
MELORA: But we would like you to see her take on a radiance as she becomes liberated from this lifetime that has been so difficult for her. See the radiance of her as a being, now, grow brighter and brighter. And tell us if this is happening for you.
ER: Um hmm.
MELORA: Just stay with that so that you can be assured that this is really what you're moving toward with her and what you are wishing to help facilitate for her: her liberation. And has she transformed in any way?
ER: Um hmm.
MELORA: Good. We would like you to look at yourself and see if the same thing has happened to you: see your radiance come up, not that you're going through transition, but see your radiance come up as you dance around your mother in a circle with your husband and your children. Then see the radiance of your children and your husband come up just like Christmas lights! This is very powerful, isn't it?
ER: Very much so. [sighs]
MELORA: We would like you to experience that your Higher Self gives all of you a blessing. [pause] What form, or forms, are the blessings taking? Is she bringing incense. Is she bestowing light, color?
ER: [pause] More like a globe around all of us, including my Mom.
MELORA: All right. And see this as protective and not constrictive, and so let the "globe" not be too solid. Have it be protective but not the kind of protection that would keep everything out. You want all these wonderful things to be coming in now to support. We're seeing the globe more as the support for your family as a group.
ER: It's [the globe] almost like that movie with Jodie Foster, with everything moving in all directions. It's cool.
MELORA: Very good, and it is about going "home." This was so in that movie as well. All right, and just so that we can gently "disconnect," have all of you say goodbye to your wonderful Higher Self. She is, of course, honoring all of you-those you love so much. Now see them go back to wherever they were before. Now you and your Higher Self are together. Get as close to your Higher Self as you feel comfortable. Let her hold you if that is comfortable. Just feel what it feels like to be nurtured by her and loved by her. We see you almost as a small child: five years old, looking up into her face.
ER: That's exactly it.
MELORA: Let yourself feel all that love . . . "and healing," she said. And healing.
ER: It's kind of cool: She's giving me back some of the fire I've lost.
MELORA: Mmm. Stay with that.
ER: [sighs]
MELORA: See if she has a message for you. It's more fun if you can find it out for yourself, but if you need our help we are, of course, here for you.
ER: Um, probably a little help...
MELORA: Don't give up so soon. [laughs] Stay with it.
ER: I see fireworks or something.
MELORA: What does that feel like?
ER: Joyous.
MELORA: Good. It's not something for your brain to interpret. It's like "Yippee!" A celebration, and fireworks are AWESOME! Sometimes loud, even-hard for a Libra.
ER: A double-Libra.
MELORA: Loud and boisterous joy . . . joy with abandon . . . and light . . . exploding.
ER: --which is pretty happy.
MELORA: Does that surprise you?
ER: No. I guess not, but I wasn't sure.
MELORA: There's a coyness-almost a flirtatiousness but, of course, higher beings don't really flirt. It has to do with how they express joy and how they express affection. And so she has this coy little smile, and we see the fan coming up to cover the face a little bit because she's smiling behind the fan. There's a playfulness. That's it. That's what it is, and definitely Asian.
The word "artistry" keeps coming, so what we will give you for your homework is to explore your own artistry. "How am I an artist?" "Why does that word keep coming up," and "Why is it that Melora said that artistry-not your mind--is what will help you realize your dreams."
ER: Does artistry include writing?
MELORA: Artistry includes everything that expresses you as a being. It's not about work; it's not about a profession. It's about your qualities as a being and your expressing them.
ER: Interesting.
MELORA: It's a totally different way of functioning in the world.
ER: Yeah, it really is.
MELORA: A lot more fun. [laughs]
ER: [laughs] Melora, you are incredible! Thank you: both you and Jyoti.
MELORA: It is our very, very great pleasure.
ER: This is one of the most transcendent experiences I've ever had.
MELORA: Well, we wish to assure our Jyoti that we are indeed here. It's not a matter of "Melora is back." Melora never went away. And so our Jyoti had said before the session: "I will totally let go of my ego; I will not have my personality involved when Melora comes through." It has been our very great pleasure to serve you in the Light, and we are Melora.
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