This channel had a number of interesting energies, the essence
of which is learning how to live in the moment.As you are aware, your
past is over, your future has not arrived; all you truly have is this
moment. When you are seeking to manifest or create within your life,
you can only do so through the moment in which you are living. Do you
have a story, something that represents the experiences that have in
some ways defined your life so far? It could be based on pain and
suffering, perhaps a time when you did or experienced something
marvelous. The point though is that your life today is focused upon
what happened in the past. Until you let go of whatever it may be that
happened, you will be remain in a place of resistance.
What
is compassion? Can you look at your life and accept that it is that it
is? When you infuse compassion into your life you open to even greater
potentials. Therefore you may keep the memories but you let go the
energies that tie you to the past. For many people if you take away
their ‘story' they feel cut off and adrift. So open to feel the true
you that lives behind or beneath your ‘story'.
Lastly
if you choose to have joy become the focus of your life, everything
that you are seeking will come with greater ease. And if the perception
is that it's not... then at least you can have fun along the way!! I'm
told time and again by the Goddess that we humans take our lives and
ourselves too seriously.This is a reminder to find joy in whatever way
that we can and allow it to flow through our lives.
Shelly
Nama
sika; venia benya I AM the one, I AM the whole
I greet you, beloved family. I welcome you with open arms to our
time together. I reach out to each person who is here; I say to you
welcome. I thank you for taking the opportunity to reach out and align
with me. I thank you for seeking to create a transition within your
life and doing so with me.
I feel as if there is such a glorious
light and energy that is moving in to the Earth plane at this time.
You hear constantly about the transitions that are taking place; you
hear constantly about vortexes of light and energy. You hear about
things that are happening to people in various ways, shapes, forms.
All
of it is real; all of it is a part of the experience that people are
having. It is this and even more. We have spent the last few weeks
speaking about Ariellis. Feeling her energies; feeling what it is to
you and recognising how much everybody is having an impact upon how that
planet is going to be used in the future.
The greater ease that
you have in flowing your energies from here where you are on Earth onto
Ariellis creates more and more pathways of transition. This is what is
creating the greater ease. There is more going on than what you
realise.
I have spoken of Ariellis as a separate planet from
yours, which it is. I have spoken of it as something that you transition
towards or into. You leave your planet and go to that one, as indeed
you can. Part of what is occurring as a result of what everyone here is
doing, plus all the others who are working with this energy, is that it
is creating a better alignment that allows for Ariellis and the Earth
to blend as if one is superimposed upon the other or perhaps to consider
it as if one is manifesting within. There's not an in and an out, an
up or a down, although it makes it easier for each of you to have a
greater understanding by thinking of it in those terms. For yourself,
consider what that means to you.
With that we will begin to
shift our consciousness. Have a sense of taking one more deep breath so
that you may breathe down within you as the human, as you do so have a
sense then of releasing your physical body. As you release allow your
consciousness to expand it very easily moves into the space of the
magnetic grid. As you arrive here within this space look around and
recognise the space of your higher self.
It is a place for your
expanded consciousness. It is a place for your awareness. Feel it as
if it's very comfortable to you. Have a sense of moving from there into
the crystalline grid. As you feel your energies move within the
crystalline, feel yourself releasing the magnetic pull of the Earth. It
is as if the crystalline vibration is so familiar and so comfortable to
you now; this it simply is you. It is your space. You need not reach
out as if you step into something that is not your own.
I have
commented many times on how much the crystalline grid has shifted. I
know that you are each very well aware of this. I invite you though, to
stop or take in this moment. Feel what it means to you to be within
this space. I get a sense that many of you allow your energy field to
be cleansed. You open up your senses and take in whatever perceptions
are here for you. And I think what is happening is that as you continue
your transition into a crystalline biology, whenever you come in to the
gridwork or this space, it's a time of using the vibration to clear out
debris, to clear out old energy, to clear out anything you are ready to
release.
Soak it up and take in you as you are more connected
within yourself. From here you may have a sense of shifting into a
separate dimension; allow yourself to move into the soul plane. As you
come within this space, feel what it is or see or sense what it's like
as you look at your divinity.
You come here consistently
therefore your divinity is here ready and waiting for you. You need
only open your senses and take in whatever information is here for you.
Allow yourself to blend fully with your divinity, so that you will
remember what it is to be here fully aligned. You remember that inner
knowing of how good it feels.
You are integrating more and more
of your consciousness within this space. I the Goddess move in and
amongst you and as I do so I reach out to embrace each one of you. As
we merge, we move into the All That Is. Feel what this is to you. Feel
your expansion; feel as if you're reaching out your arms and
expanding. Let this space support you.
Whenever we come
together for these journeys, I reach out to each of you and get a sense
of what you are interested in doing for the journey. As I reach out to
align with you there is a very strong sense of people feeling as if they
have been in limbo or as if they have been awaiting something that has
as yet not arrived.
In your human reality many, many things can
get in the way of manifesting what you seek to have. Sometimes it might
be the vibration that you emanate and that is a reflection of your
thoughts, your emotions, your intentions. There is always resistance. I
hear over and over from people that they want something so bad, they
want it, they've wanted it for so long, so why hasn't it happened? This
is a form of resistance.
Other times people are seeking to
have something within their life and perhaps there's a sense of them
that says ‘hey, that would be nice but I don't know if it's for me'.
That is a form of resistance. Indecision - do I want it or do I not?
This is a form of resistance. It could go on and on. And it may be
that as I'm speaking there is something within what I say that resonates
with you. It may be that nothing in that form resonates with you; you
have moved into a different place.
Whatsoever it is, I say let's
just bring it up while we're here within the All That Is. Let's begin
by bringing up one thing or perhaps a series of things if it takes a
series to get to the end result. But bring into your consideration
something that you would like within your life. As you think about
whatever this might be, let it come in with as much energy as you can
come up with.
Make it as real for you as you can. The more
real that this becomes, the more you have to create an alignment with.
Consider as if you are a third party, as if you are separate from
yourself, and you see yourself where you are right now and you see where
you would like to be. There are threads of energy and light that move
back and forth. You may have one or two thin little threads; others
have as if a solid wall of energy that aligns you with whatever it is
that you seek to have.
Here in the place of creation, allow
yourself to consciously release anything that may be getting in your
way. You may know very well what it is, you may not have a clue. It
matters not. Simply let go and allow yourself to step into what you seek
to have and as you're stepping into whatever this scenario may be, feel
as if you reach out and you touch whatever it is. Feel as if you are
talking, laughing, enjoying the moment because it's here, it's
happened. I hear some of you saying ‘finally'. So you take it in. You
allow.
Let that slide away from you. As you do so you may
have a sense of sending it downward. So that it comes into and around
you in your physical place. As it moves into wherever you are there may
be a need to send out threads of energy that link whatever your
creation is from you to whomever it whatever it may be so those threads
of energy and light move out from your physical reality.
There,
it's done, it's complete! It's as if there was a burden or an energy
that was there almost like sitting on your back or sitting in your
consciousness as if it was keeping you from being able to look at other
things until you completed that. It's done, so release it as if you are
blowing out a big breath of air; just release it and let go and clear
out any of those old particles of energy or light.
This is now a
time when you can think about what's fun. How much fun do you have in
your life? How much joy is there in your daily activities? Let
yourself feel as if you are soaring through the Universe simply for the
joy of it. Feel what it is to let your consciousness expand in every
direction just because. What would it be like to live without
expectation; to live without the burden of having to ‘heal' something,
‘fix' something, ‘do' something?
What is your life if all you
need to do is feel joy? In this moment as you are here in the All That
Is or soaring throughout the Universe as some of you did, let joy come
up even bigger and more expanded than it was. As if you are riding upon
a wave, as if joy is limitless. And as you feel this joy moving
through you, let go anything else, let go of anything except the feeling
of joy.
What a relief that is! It's a relief to feel that
deep of a sense. It's a relief to let go those burdens you've been
carrying around. It's a relief to let go of the expectation that you
have had. Oh boy, life without expectation. As you consider life
without expectation or without anything except to be in a space of joy,
it transitions many, many things or opportunities. Let us shift onto
Ariellis again.
Having released in such a way and then aligned
yourself with joy, what is your perception of this space? Um hmm, joy is
the foundation of the energy for Ariellis. Living without the same
kind of rigid guidelines is another experience here. I so very much
love the human experience because I find I am seeing it already, that if
there is a total space of joy or lack of expectation, people consider
it boring. People say ‘well, what do we do with ourselves?'
It's
as if simply existing and emanating who you are is not enough; you need
more. And that's okay. Because that is so much a part of what the human
experience is upon the Earth it's okay to let that be a part of your
life. But I invite you to come here and have a hiatus; take those
little mini vacations. Be in this space of Ariellis where you can walk
around, you can experience your life, you can practice whatever it is
that you may want to practice, then take it all back into your daily
life.
As you stand here upon the surface of Ariellis and as
you're looking around, ask to look with your inner eyes just to see the
earth. What is your perception? Does it give you some assistance in
expanding your perception by viewing it in this manner? You may look
around at the Universe. You may have a sense that there is so much
energy moving towards and around the Earth at this time. Here from
within the space of Ariellis, you put forth the intention to align with
whatever that energy is and you can feel it coming within you.
As
you align with whatever this energy may be, feel how it gives you a
sense of vitality. Feel how it strengthens and enhances everything that
is you. Let this flow through you as these energies are making their
way onto or into the Earth.
As you think about your life. You
have your story; you have a lot of drama or a little drama. As you look
around, how is that story impacting you within this place? It has had a
significant affect upon you in your time on Earth. Sometimes even when
you go beyond Earth, returning back within your I AM presence, it still
has an affect upon you. There are many, many things that seem so
intense and so important to you in your daily life. Yet when you take a
step back, it's a little blip, it's a little bump.
As you stand
or move through this space where joy, love, awareness is the
foundation, and where you are without any structure; have a new
perspective for the drama experiences of your life. Sometimes this will
give you a greater clarity that will help you understand. Other times
it may help you to see it's much better to let it go, just drop it,
just let it go. Breathe in awareness. Breathe in understanding.
Breathe in complete love and acceptance. This is you. This is you all
the way down to the smallest particle, all the way up through your
physical being and beyond. Breathe and allow.
Do you have a
sense of how Ariellis is beginning to feel much like the All That Is or
the crystalline grid or the soul plane? It is as if the energies as
they overlap are blending and creating alignments that allow for there
to be a greater ease in moving, moving your consciousness, moving your
awareness, shifting energies. The more that you are in the moment,
allowing your focus to be here within this space and allowing yourself
to feel the joy, the easier it is to shift.
Come with me; feel
yourselves for a moment, here in Ariellis and then feel the soul plane.
Look around, have a sense. It is different. There are similarities.
Shift into the crystalline grid; feel the huge variation of energy that
is represented here. From there shift back into the All That Is; feel
this too as each of these have had their very subtle differences.
And
then reach towards the Earth. Because you are human, because you are
living upon the Earth, you get the greatest differences in perception.
Look at how much of these higher vibrational energies infuse more and
more of the Earth-bound reality. What would you like to see for
yourself? The joy and the awareness of being who you are; just simply
you are that you are. This allows you to experience a greater and
greater depth.
So coming back around into the All That Is, you
have the ability to shift as easily as that anytime that you seek to do
so. You have the ability to let go the drama of your life. You have
the ability in each moment to be focused upon a joyful existence and
then everything else falling into line from there. Yes, this can be
your reality!
So with that, come back together as a group. See
this hologram of the Earth. You see the hologram of Ariellis. But this
time it's as if there is a sense of all that various energy that is
coming from the Universe also coming into these holograms. It is all
related. It all has a sense of alignment. As you allow your energies to
be transmitted into the hologram, infuse the energy or shall I say
infuse the knowledge that you have within your life what you seek to
have. If there is anything less than that, breathe in the joy and
consciously release resistance.
Do you see how the holograms
transition as I speak of this? It's as if they reflect the varying
light and energy as each of you shifts your consciousness and your
intention. See it with the holograms and so too that is what occurs
upon the Earth. It is much more than what you realise. It is also much
simpler than what you anticipate.
So release these holograms;
allow them to move through. They move in every direction, moving out
through the Universe, moving down around the physical Earth, around
Ariellis and they are actually moving through each one of you. Feel
yourself as if you are looking down or looking inward, then open to ask
is there a message. Feel it, allow it, experience it.
Allow your
consciousness to begin to move back into the soul plane. You pause
there for a moment and then you shift your focus into the crystalline
grid. As your energy flows through the gridwork it comes into contact
with the magnetic grid. Here once more you feel the pull of the Earth;
you feel the pull of the gravity. But it is different, it is shifting.
Allow yourself to continue to move downward. Feel as your
consciousness fully returns within your physical body. As it comes back
within your physical body, adjust your shoulders, your back, your head
your neck; whatever it may be. Breathe deeply breathing all the way
down within yourself. As you do so you begin to anchor these energies.
You anchor the consciousness of joy. You anchor how it feels to have
let go the drama or the story of your life; you anchor how it is to live
in the moment and allow joy to be your guidance.
You also anchor
once more what you created at the beginning but look - there are subtle
changes, because now you have let go your story or your drama. Allow
that all to flow through you; experience it for what it is. Continue to
anchor your energies. Continue to allow yourself to come back within
your physical body and as you do so you are welcome to come back within
this room.
I open to receive any questions that you may have.
You may press *7 upon your phone and that will put you into the queue so
that I may speak with you. As we await the first person I invite you
to also focus upon feeling joyful in this moment.
Question:
I would like to know what would be most beneficial for my continued
spiritual growth at this time.
Answer:
Alright beloved, as I'm linking with you I get a feeling of a couple of
different things I'd like to share. First of all, you are much further
along your path than you give yourself credit for. I have a sense as
I'm looking at you that there are so many ways you receive communication
and so many ways that you communicate with your divinity, with your
angels, with your higher vibration. Then when it comes into your human
self, she is not always picking up on or realizing that is where that is
coming from. So it feels to me that the next step you are taking is
to first of all acknowledge that you have already done a great deal of
education on and within yourself. By accepting and acknowledging that
it will take you on the next step of your journey which is to have a
human personification of all this ability that you have. Does that make
sense to you at all?
Yes it does, I do feel that.
We feel also that you don't need to do as much of the external work
as you do creating of the alignment. What we mean is that if you take a
class; by all means do so for the joy and fun of it. But don't feel
you have to take a certain number of classes, take a particular course
or get a particular attunement; you don't have to do any particular
process. You need only do what feels good and then open to the
acceptance of that. Beloved, as I'm saying, you are much further along
than you realize.
Thank you.
You are very
welcome. Whew! We felt this surge of energy go through as you said that
thank you. It was as if you opened and accepted at that moment and
then a surge went moving through you. So we simply say be open and
allow.
Question: Hello Goddess? With
tonight's channeling I would like to ask how much it has helped my
physical body with its transition.
Answer: it
feels as if you physical body is holding onto old energies of this
lifetime. By that I mean if feels like there has been a great deal
you've gone through physically, mentally, emotionally; your physical
body that has manifested the emotional and mental trauma or experiences
also. What I saw you doing tonight during the journey as you were
letting go of the pathway you have been upon. You were letting go of
your story. You were letting go of the past in essence, what you were
doing was also creating a shift in your molecular structure so that it
could allow you to manifest a more healthy, but that's not really the
word we want. We see your body as more crystalline. It's as if in the
integration of the crystalline body you are releasing and letting go of
more and more of the density. You have already done a great deal of it.
You are in the stage of integrating further and further what you seek
to have in the future. Does that resonate with you?
I
hope so!
It doesn't feel that way to you? Even
with this journey tonight?
I can feel my molecules
vibrating very good. I've done so much work and I've felt lately a
couple symptoms that have thrown me off track.
So those
symptoms you are feeling that make you feel as if you are thrown off
track, recognize that that is an occurrence that is happening simply to
give you a heads up to reaffirm what you want to have, to reaffirm what
you know you have within yourself. You know right in this moment. So
if you forget at some point which is basically what happens when you get
thrown off track; you acknowledge that experience for what it is and
then you bring yourself back into balance once more. We see that it is
happening less and less often and when it does happen, you are coming
out of it more quickly. Is that your experience also?
Ummm,
yes.
So that's the best way to look at it we believe; that
feeling or that sense that you can come back into balance with greater
and greater ease.
Thank you.
Just one last
thing, you are also living your life with greater and greater
percentages of a balanced life.
Thank you.
You're
welcome.
Question: Goddess, I accepted an offer
on my house and it looks like I have to be out by the 30th of this
month. I am wondering if my next step is exploring New Mexico.
Answer:
Let's see what we find for you. We feel as if there is some resistance
in you. We think its fear because you don't really know where you're
going to go or what you are going to do. This fear that we see as we
look at you right now is holding you where you are rather than opening
to potentials. So let me breathe with you for a minute beloved. Let
both of us just breathe in slowly and deeply. As you are breathing
within yourself, feel my energies as I merge with you. As you breathe
out, consciously let go the fear, let go the resistance, let go of
anything. (Shelly took a deep breath in and out.) There, okay now it's
much more open! Now we have a sense of seeing several different
opportunities. As soon as we looked at you, we saw Oregon come up, we
saw New Mexico come up, we saw LA, we saw the Sedona area like Flagstaff
and then we even saw Colorado. We felt as if from where you are, these
shooting stars went out to multiple different places. The sense we got
from that is that you can choose any one of them to be your next place
to go. They all have potentials and opportunities. So when you go back
within yourself, when you think of what is joyful to you and what would
make you happy to go do; let that be your guidance. It feels to us as
if you've been holding up a burden for a very long time and the burden
is about to be released with the sale of your house. That is the final
closure.
We sense the next step for you is about finding the
place where you can just let yourself go. You can let yourself relax,
you can let yourself unwind. It feels like there is a friend around you
and you are staying with this friend. She is someone who really knows
you, she knows you deeply, deeply, deeply. You don't have to be strong
any more. You don't have to do all these things. You will stay there at
least a few weeks if not a month or even two months. From there it
feels like you can get a better balance of where you might decide to
permanently move. For the first step that's what it feels is going to
happen.
Is this my friend in Arizona, Prescott Arizona? (In
Flagstaff?) No in Prescott, Arizona, my friend in Prescott Arizona.
Okay, let's see. It feels like that but it feels different. Tell
us her name and let us see if that gives us a better sense.
Tory
Bowen.
You know, it does not have a great resonance around
it. It feels like there's a potential, but it feels like there is
someone else. It's so hard to describe her! To us it feels like she is
very much in alignment with you, it feels like she is standing here
with us right now. It feels like.... Um.... We're asking her why hasn't
she sent the invitation yet and it feels like she's been doing
something or something was going on and she didn't realize you were so
close to selling your house. We're trying to get her name. It's coming
out like Anna or something like that. We have a sense of dark hair,
glasses and like she's jabber, jabber, jabber, jabber; she's talking a
lot. Anyway, we do feel some resonance around your friend in Prescott;
it's just not a bright light resonance. So we would say keep your
resonance open. Maybe go down through your address book and kind of
revisit people who have been good friends to you. It may be that you
have kind of lost contact with her over the years, but it's the kind of
friendship that is never fully gone away even if you don't talk to each
other for a time. We just sense that you will know. We wish we could
give you a better name or idea. If indeed it is this friend in
Prescott, then go for it. Go for what YOU know to be your truth and
your instinct. Alright beloved?
Thank you very much.
You're welcome. We feel that with answers like that it's clear a
mud! We're sorry that sometimes that is the way it comes out, but
that's the best we can do in certain circumstance. Sometimes days or a
week or two needs to go by before more and more becomes apparent. So
give it that time and allow things to unfold as your best bet. Alright
beloved.
We had a bit smaller group tonight and it looks like we
have called on everybody. We ask you not to ask a question if you have
done so recently, but please go ahead.
Question:
Hi Goddess, I have a question. Today I felt such overwhelming sadness
that just goes to the depth of my being. I noticed that this has been
going on with me for a long time, it's getting stronger I think because
I'm working with Shelly, things are coming up. I have a really abusive
mother and sometimes I feel such deep sadness. I'll be going through
the day and doing okay and all of a sudden I feel this wave that is so
overpowering and it's getting stronger. You know Goddess, I feel so
broken, so dysfunctional. I'm wondering if you can help me with this.
Answer: First of all beloved, let us reach out. I
am opening up my arms, we're reaching out our energy and I'm flowing my
energy into and around you. Let us first of all come in and create a
space of support for you so that we can support you, can flow this
energy; can help you let go of this deep sadness and pain you've been
experiencing. The next thing we want to do as you allow that to flow
within you --- we know that you have been working a great deal with me
and with the group as you work with Shelly--- but in the space where we
are right now, we're going to work again with releasing any lingering
energies that have to do with your mother; letting go anything at all
that has to do with past experiences. This journey in particular for
you is very profound. We think that is one reason you were feeling that
sadness all day is because you were having an opportunity to let go
that past experience. As you are breathing deeply within yourself, you
link to that story that you had in this lifetime, the experiences of
this lifetime. You release that. You step out of that book and into a
new book, one of your creation, one that you start from scratch, one
that begins right here, right now! You are now going to be writing a
book of your life that is filled with joy; every thought, every idea,
every experience is based in joy. As you move forward, if you have
sadness or anything that lingers from the past, then recognize it is
over, it is past, it is done! You are going to breathe in the choice
that you are moving forward. You are breathing in that you choose joy,
you choose love, you choose a new beginning for yourself. Can you feel
those energies shifting beloved?
I feel the warmth coming
through. Sometimes it's so overpowering I ask the father to take me
home because I just can't be here anymore. It hurts so much and I just
can't take it anymore. In my heart, in my being, every cell is
suffering. It's just too painful to be here anymore Goddess. I'm so
sorry.
So use this as a moment to release all of that. Let
it go, let it flow away from you. Of course if you did choose to
transition, God is here, Goddess we are always ready to receive you with
open arms. But we both see that you have a life that is filled with
experiences of what it is like to be beyond this; of what it's like to
be fully healthy and fully cognizant within yourself, for you to be in
that space where your heart center is open and your love and awareness
flows through your heart at all times. So you are moving past this, you
are moving through this, you are creating a new beginning.
It's just so hopeless. I got broken when I was young and I'm just not
fixable. You know I missed the beginning of your conference because it
was playing music. So when you did the releasing thing, I missed it.
Well, you still experienced it. We talked about creating a
new story for yourself. Yes all of these things happened. Yes they
had a humongous impact upon your life. But it does not have to be that
way going forward from here. You've done all the work, you've done a
tremendous amount of work. So remind yourself that you do have those
moments when you feel good. You do have the time when you feel things
throughout you. Let those moments be what grows bigger and bigger.
What about this sadness? It's so overpowering. Why does it
come upon me?
Because you are releasing it, because you are
bringing it up. As you continue to release the layers that held it
intact, or held it to you; it's as if it's an old memory or pattern
that comes around.
Can you help release or clear whatever
needs to be released so it can't hook on?
We don't have a
sense of it hooking onto you anywhere. We don't know why you are feeling
it so strongly today. To us as we look at you and see you, we see you
as a bright light that is there within you shining forth. We see as if
it's a small aspect or one or two aspects of you that feel that sadness
or old lingering pain. If anything, breathe within yourself with the
conscious intention to align with the rest of you that you may release
this energy and release this sadness. You can do it and you are doing
it.
Thank you. Do you see hope for me?
Always,
there is always hope for everybody.
Question:
It was a great experience for me tonight and my brain felt like a cell
phone! Like it was going from one side to another. Then I felt a
pressure and pain in my gums. I'm wondering if this problem or energy
that is stuck there will be released now. I have a problem all the times
since I exist.
Answer: You mean gums in your
mouth? (Yes) It feels to us as we look at you as if, it's like those
stories or those various life existences have been lingering with you or
sticking to you more than what you realized. It feels as if you've let
them go and let them go, stepped outside; but yet something within you
was still holding on, perhaps more than what you realized. It felt like
with this journey tonight you were releasing those last threads of
something you had released before. It feels when we look at you now as
if there is much greater clarity. Almost when you came back as if you
said ‘well wait a second, who was that person, was that somebody
different, was that my sister, was that somebody else?' It feels as if
there was a much greater clearing as if a profound transformation has
taken place. As we look at you now, we see you with the much greater
balance and awareness.
Thank you, that's what I felt, that
finally something was released.
So coming back to your
gums and teeth; it feels as if there has always been a sensitivity about
that and it will continue. But it doesn't feel like it will be as
painful as it was in the past.
Thank you very much.
You're welcome!
All right beloved family, thank you as always
for coming in and sharing this evening with me. As you are living your
life I remind you to let go the drama, let go the story, let go the past
existences that may keep you turning around and turning around in that
same space.
You have the ability to create your life. You have
choices in your life, so open and allow those choices to be based on joy
and based on love.
I am ever with you and within.
Ansaluia
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feminine aspect of source essence, for the free teleconference offered
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Sneak Preview……
Today, I feel urged to to reveal a little of the novel I'm currently writing. Not sure what it will accomplish, but the urge is there, and it feels good. "Make It Real" is a so-called braided tale weaving three timelines into a timeless piece of reflection:
Comment I got from a fifteen year old as I told him the outline of the story: "This book is going to change a lot" and me, daft as I am, said "Why?, it is almost half finished" Turned out he meant that it would change many of those reading it.... And you know what they say about kids. And no, he wasn't one of my kids.......
Love your Light,
Dre'
P.S. I still come up short on my list of E-mail addresses to present to the publisher as receivers of the mailing about that book. Especially since I do not specifically wish to invite my colleagues to join. This story might be a bit too close to home to involve them. However, if they pass the barriers I will be putting up, then their knowledge of it is apparently what should happen.
4444AD, Day 223, 12:34, HomeI'm flat on my back, relaxing as I'm working. The two by two meter vidcloth on the ceiling displays various windows, from various eras. Top left is my vision feed of March 12th, 2010. I have the accompanying audio on the speakers, and “Day sixteen: Loser” plays, not interfered by anything else in the vicinity. I just love seeing myself be busy creating. The video feed gets interrupted by the screen saver kicking in: photos of an intimately familiar lady fill that top left corner. I leave it be, and switch to another, apparently me in a train. Nobody in view, just empty seats opposite me.
I remember how I felt back then, being busy with the idea of the neural network I'd envisioned seeing myself create. I know I can't actually make myself achieve anything better back then, but I can make myself feel better about it. I flip open the plans of the quadrionic mind in my mind's eye, and study them for the next few minutes. By focusing the energy of that activity on my past incarnation, I can strengthen his belief in the fact that he will, in due time, achieve his goal. Just as I eventually did in 2042....
Seda steps into the bedroom, seeing me enjoy myself. She bounces onto the bed next to me, and immediately succeeds in getting my mind off myself. Hey, some people have that effect on me, what can I say? “And, where has my most favorite girl in all the world been hanging around?” I ask her. She tells me she's been walking around town, collecting interesting things from an antiques shop she frequents on a regular basis. Roberto, the antiquarian, told her he had some really nice needlework from around the turn of the second millennium. She jumps off the bed, and steps into the corridor, only to return with four almost square frames. They depict four angels, delicately embroidered on white linen. Two are relatively colorful, a third is done in distinct autumn-like colors. The forth and final one apparently depicts wintertime. A quick reference to the vidcloth on the ceiling gives the game away: the design is indeed a quartet, and these are called the Four Seasons. My vision enhancer highlights a slightly off-colored patch in the corners of the needle works. In icy blue, nearly indistinguishable from the surrounding whiteness, some sort of code is embroidered: MS2000. I now begin to appreciate the weird familiarity of the female foursome: I have seen them before! Rather than letting the raw power of the Google vision search loose on it, I'd rather let my mind do the work involved. The vision search is a descendant of the Google image search, which searches for imagery based on text. Vision Search does quite the opposite: based on a single image, it retrieves images of the same subject, or similar ones, to enable the user to gather context data on something they've only seen once.
And then it hits me: around 2000, my dad in that life embroidered these ladies, proud to have done it in only 555 hours! I flip over the frames, and indeed: one of them has a small label on it, specifying the name of the works, the period they were made in, and the telltale 555 hours.
It is always nice to find stuff from your own past. It reminds you of the timelessness and the interconnectedness of things, which reminds me:
While Seda goes down to the kitchen to make her famous macaroni with synthetic (but no less tasty) chicken and sweet & sour, I go with her and read some more in my manuscript, so attentively sent to me by Denisa.....
'From one marvel to the next'
Thinking back, I wonder why our hosts arrived on foot when they could just as easily have flown right to where we were standing. When asked, Mayra gives a simple explanation: “Two beings on foot pose much less of a threat than a flying saucer carrying the same two people. Hence our preference for walking the extra distance”. Now there’s a train of thought I can wholeheartedly agree with. I thank her for the explanation, and go back to my own thoughts, that wander to the design of the floater that we are in. Sure, its mind-controlled interface is spectacular enough, but otherwise it’s very minimalist in design: a large metal disc-shaped object, with a depression at the center. Around it, seven seats are placed. Come to think of it, it looks suspiciously like the wild water rides that we use on the outside of the globe. Only this one floats on air instead of water, and it’s a much smoother ride. It has no apparent roof structure, so I ask Kayim about it. He explains that inside, the weather does not have its ups and downs like outside, for there are no seasons. There is occasional rain, but the people here don’t really mind that, and the same force field that floats the floater also keeps out the excess water. As we approach the city, I take a closer look at it: it consists almost entirely of spheres of various sizes, some buried halfway in the surface. Lots of green in between, making it a great place to live in, I imagine. The spheres are different shades of color, giving the impression of soap bubbles from afar.
We land on the edge of the city, next to a modest globe. I can now spot an entirely glass surface surrounding it, which can be seen to be divided into six distinct levels. The top level seems to have no real ceiling, more like a greenhouse. We enter the structure at ground level, and step onto a disc that’s in the core of the building. You can look up and see all the floors, just like an elevator that has no walls. The disc starts to rise, and I see Melanie trying to scare me to death: she holds out her arm, and steps to the side of the platform to allow the next floor to chop it off. Her plan is foiled, because of some unseen barrier that won’t allow anything to cross the edge of the platform as long as it is moving. Mayra notices also, and laughs at my youngest.
We stop on the next floor, and find it divided into four quarter-circle rooms. “These are the working areas,” Mayra explains: “They are on the lower levels because of the frequent transporting of goods in and out of them. Because of their being on the lower half of the sphere, they are usually lit by artificial means”. I see what she means, but for the life of me cannot discover any source of internal light. Still, the rooms seem better lit than any I’ve seen on the surface. We get onto the disc again, only to stop briefly at the next level, which is divided into six pie-shaped rooms.
Each one has two discs on the floor, and two discs on the ceiling directly above them. One of the rooms clearly demonstrates the purpose of the discs: another Inner Earth person is suspended in between two discs. As we approach, he effortlessly swings into an upright position, and steps forward to meet us. “I’ve been waiting for you since I finished preparing our meal. My name is Sinan.” Further talking reveals that he is the mate of Mayra, and Kayim is their son. They live together in this house, which seems somewhat large for the three of them. Mayra explains that they have been appointed hosts of the access point that we came through, so they sometimes have guests from the surface, hence the six bedrooms. The seven of us step onto the central disc again, and ascend to the next level, which also has six pie-shaped rooms. “These are for various activities,”, Mayra explains: “Kayim has his musical studio in one of these”. Laura can’t wait to hear her new friend: “Will you please play us something?”, she asks in her sweetest voice. Kayim obliges, and takes the seat behind a desk that features various colored crystals. They light up the moment he sits down, and his hands above the array of crystalline light start making subtle movements. The end result is one of the sweetest compositions I’ve ever heard. All of us stand there and listen intently, until the spontaneous concert is finished. When it does, we outsiders all applaud Kayim, with Laura cheering as well. “Who wrote that marvelous piece?”, she wants to know. Kayim smiles, taking a bow: “I just improvised a little, so you could say I 'wrote' it...”, he says.
We go up another level, and come to another set of four rooms, with large, tilted windows all around the circumference of the building. Three of the four rooms are home to various plants, growing in shallow tanks containing a greenish, luminous substance. “This is our hydroponics area. It grows all of the fruits and vegetables we consume.”, Mayra explains. She goes on to tell us that the plants that thrive best on real sunlight are closest to the windows, whereas the more rugged plants get by on artificial light. Finally, the ones that don't require light, like mushrooms, are grown in a subterranean level at the base of the sphere. The one remaining room on this level is the kitchen, which has its own dedicated access to the dining table above, which we will see shortly. Sinan gestures towards the central disc again, to introduce us to the final level of the structure: the living area.
The four of us stand in awe of the sight we behold: a large circular floor, that is topped by an equally large glass dome. Basically, this dome is the top sixth part of the sphere, leaving the entire floor permanently lit by the smoky central sun. We can see the entire city, and the landscape that surrounds it. ”That's something different from the street view you get from your average city home.”, I say to Gea. She looks at me, and just smiles quietly. Mayra calls our attention to a round table, with a big gaping hole in the middle. As we look on, a plateau displaying the most delicious dishes surfaces, inviting us to the table. Around it we find simple but adequate stools, that automatically adjust their height to the size of the person sitting on them. We all sit down, when Sinan invites us to quietly contemplate the origins of the food we are about to eat. I look over the dishes, and realize that no matter how different they are from the foods of the outer world, their origins are the same: it is all part of the All, just as we are.
Sinan wishes us a healthy meal, and puts some food on his plate. As I ask him to hand me one of the green eggs that are in his vicinity, the central plateau of the table rotates, so I can easily take one myself. “How did you do that?”, I ask. Mayra explains that it is the same mechanism that controls the floater outside. She invites me to try it myself, because it isn't that hard. I notice a delicious piece of fruit across the table, and decide to give it a go. I concentrate on choosing the fruit, and the plateau revolves to the point where I can reach in and get it. Of course the girls can't wait to perform their own experiments on it. Unfortunately, they both formulate their requests at the same time, and the end result is that the table voices its objection against this conflict by a short somewhat irritated sound. Kayim laughs, and tells Laura to let her sister go first. Melanie, seated right next to me, chooses her food with care, and then mentions to me that Laura has already learnt her first words of Solara Maru, from Kayim. I look across the table, and see the two of them exchanging meaningful looks.
I ponder the apparent design choices of the Inner Earth people: their homes seem built for maximum efficiency. Distinguishing them from the houses of neighbors appears to be totally irrelevant. Mayra explains that the spherical shape has been chosen because it leaves a minimal surface for a maximal content, thus minimizing the exchange of energy with the environment. Not that they really need it of course, because the season-less weather keeps the outdoor temperature always around twenty degrees centigrade. “We prefer the beauty of optimal solutions to the aesthetics.” Sinan says. I state that even though aesthetics is not their main concern, they haven't lost their eye for beauty. When everybody seems to have had enough, the plateau slowly sinks back to the kitchen level. Mayra points out that the remains of our copious meal will be recycled into the substance that feeds the hydroponics area.
As we stand up, Sinan again draws our attention to the table. The plateau has returned, and the large circular surface becomes the scene where a scale model of the city appears. Even my untrained eye recognizes the configuration of spheres, some large and some small. But the differences between big and small are much smaller than between houses and office buildings up top. Mayra explains that massive office buildings are not needed here, as most of the people work from their homes. In fact, most won't call it work, because basically it is just doing what they love to do. The only reason things seem so out of proportion on the outside, is because there everything is controlled instead of trusting that nature will find the right way. “Call me an anarchist, but that reasoning doesn't sound half bad”, I thought. Since consumption here is on a much lower level than outside, big stores are also not needed. Life inside isn't all about money, certainly not. The necessities of life are provided for all, and to acquire luxury items, people trade instead of spending their days doing things they don't like.
With the model, Sinan wants to show us which sights we will be visiting tomorrow. On the left, he points to a fairly large globe, half buried in the forest. This is the city's swimming pool, that has been chosen as an item on our trip because it is markedly different from the surface swimming pools: you simply cannot drown there, because the “water” is far denser, causing you to float easier. “Like the Red Sea!” Melanie interjects. “But it isn't that salty” Kayim asks her. “Help, I didn't bring my swim gear!” Laura utters with panic in her voice. “Don't worry” Mayra says: “We can pretty much make you any apparel you find suitable.” So apparently, there's nothing to stop us from having a nice swim tomorrow. Sinan points out that this will happen tomorrow afternoon. The morning will be spent with the Elders, who will give us a bit of a history lesson.
I ask Sinan if there is a possibility to access the Web on the outside. I would very much like to update my site with a story of our exploits on the inside. Sinan leads me to a round seat, which envelops me with a spherical ‘screen’ the moment I sit down. It is projected around the seat, and is pressure sensitive. On the edge of the seat is a keyboard, which can be augmented by use of the dictation unit. It doesn’t take me long to get the hang of it. Once Sinan has shown me how to get to the outer web, I quickly find my own site, and am somewhat hesitantly typing and talking away to let our readers know how exciting it is down here.
As I finish, I notify Linda and Carlo. They are on holiday themselves, so I mail them, and send SMS-es to both their cellphones. I tell them something like “no matter what you hear, we're OK”. That ought to cover any rash actions by the hotel staff, or other people. Gea is up next, and takes the seat.
An hour or two later, even though the internal Sun is still high in the sky, it is the moment of sleep. Mayra leads us to the bedrooms a little lower, and gets us something to wear while in ‘bed’. I am very curious about the force field that acts as a mattress, will it be easy to lie on? We first go into the room designated to the girls. Mayra demonstrates how you can just walk onto the lower disc, after which you will be slightly lifted up to the levitation center of the field. After that, it is easy to position your body any way you like. The kids get into their nightly attire, step onto the pads, and immediately start doing rolls, and other tricks. I wonder how long they will be doing that before falling asleep. As for the lack of night, the windows have their own mechanism to remedy that: they slowly fade from transparent to dark gray, creating a great nightly look. Mayra, Gea and me leave the kids to their tricks, and go into two other rooms, one for Gea and one for me. After I’ve dressed for the night, it is my turn to try the ‘bed’. I step onto it, and feel myself being slightly lifted. It is a weird sensation, because there seems to be no extra pressure from below, like when you’re sitting on a bed. It is more the absence of weight, without the lack of oxygen normally found in outer space. But it also does not seem to be quite like normal weightlessness, for there is a certain friction between the force field and my body, that makes it easy to move around. I experiment a little, but it doesn’t take much time to find my optimum position. I doze off quickly, forgetting all about my peculiar surroundings.
But it doesn't last long. Not seven minutes later, I wake up terrified, because I just realize that I forgot my pills! I get dressed again, and think about why oh why I don't keep the bottle in my pocket at all times. Since our trip to the pyramids was only supposed to last a few hours, I'd plain forgotten about it, since I didn't need them till bedtime anyway.
I step onto the landing, and almost bump into Mayra. She sees the worried look on my face, and asks what is wrong. I explain the predicament of missing medication to her, and she looks me into the eyes: “Fortunately, we do have a remedy, a permanent one even”, she smiles. She leads me to the lower level, speaks some words I haven't heard yet, and grabs what seems like a futuristic motorcycle helmet from a closed container. “Here, put this on”.
I do, and Mayra pushes the shiny red button that is now on my forehead. A weird sensation, a tingling starts right below the button, inside my skull. “What is it doing,” I ask. Not that I'm scared or anything, because during my manic episodes I've felt similar sensations. “Basically, it does what you would call a defragmentation of your neural net.” Mayra volunteers. She goes on to say that where I come from, the Lithium would be used by the brain to perform a similar function itself. This just is more thorough, and will last me about a year. If needed, she can even have me taken to see a doctor, who will cure it permanently.... After that, I have no problem getting back to sleep. View Article Here Read More