by Lisa Renee
ES News- April
2010
The Mother Arc
Dear Family,
For those of us
participating with the 2012 Ascension Timeline as awakened Starseed's or
Indigo's, this last cycle of the "Galactic Underworld" has been intensely
transformative in bringing the next level of heightened awareness to perceptible
knowledge. Since last November the Inner Revelations abound with much
information surfacing that has continually tested our personal discernment in
every way. Most of us have been feeling overloaded or overwhelmed with some
major life lesson attempting to integrate us more fully into accepting the
incoming transformational energies. These incoming energies are above and beyond
the most evolutionary frequency waves our planet and human beings have ever been
exposed to. This sequential series of Magnetic Propulsion Waves are of such
magnitude it is forcing us as a species to transform, adapt and evolve -- in
order to change from within.
Which means more people are either feeling these energies and are unconsciously "acting them out" or consciously choosing to "clear them out" by not allowing negative energies to govern themselves. The good news is the new forces are powerful so when you interact with them you can clear tremendous amount of negativity with greater ease than the past. However, you may note in the external world populace that many are not acting within their best behaviors from the onset of tremendous internal pressure these energies create. Since most of the population does not have a context for what is happening on the planet, or how to effectively deal with their stress, it creates a large group of persons "acting out" in unconscious destructive ways. Addiction, thought obsession/possession programs have accelerated for those that have not yet learned how to cope with these mechanisms. These energies will bring to the surface fragmentation and distortion in the masses, and it is necessary to surface what is "real" rather than denying the problem exists in order to begin to face the integrative healing process. This is a shifting energetic complexity that is happening at the individual field and collective field levels.
As more of us prepare to be the embodied being that is the "calm that walks into the center of the storm", you realize this is a wake up call to have dominion over oneself, and it's a critical lesson in self energetic mastery. We are being called to bring Harmony into the Seed of Conflict in these external circumstances. The love and peace you hold will enable the Source Field to re-harmonize the external environment though your very physical being. Do not take anything personal.
Planetary 9D Merkaba Buffer Field
We are at the midpoint
cycle of the Sixth night of the Galactic Underworld which shifts into
the next
cycle of the Seventh day in November 2010. A new platform architecture
for our
planet has been required and prepared meticulously to be reconnected to
the
planetary light body by Interdimensional Guardian groups.
(Guardian
groups are of all levels of consciousness agreeing to hold their life
force at
ONE level of focused consciousness agreement - "Ascension Liberation For
ALL".
This is carried out in accordance to the free will choices of each being
respected although each being answers to the consequence of its choices.
Genetic
rehabilitation and re-education of the laws in order to live in Harmony
with the
Universe are freely shared with all sincere seekers. Guardians are
embodied as
physical humans, as well as other species and races that are all a part
of the
covenant to serve "The Law of One". These are the Natural Laws of God
and the
Mechanics of Creation, and are the mathematical physics that govern the
time
space fields in our Universe, not a man made mental belief system of
judgment.
)
This was in order for the planetary body to handle these
new forces being reconnected to our access at this density level. It
also has
SPECIFIC purpose to buffer the cosmic energies as they filter in so they
create
a minimal amount of stress in the tectonic plates and the surface crust
of the
earth. It is no surprise as we have been aware for a long time that when
the
magnetic fields shift into other proportionate scales it creates many
weather
pattern and climatic anomalies. Our planet has seen an accelerated
increase of
weather (i.e. floods, hail) or volcanic-earthquake changes quite rapidly
in the
past quarter leading up to this event.
Some of us with the
job of planetary gridworker have been acting as energy placement holders
( like
an acupuncture point for the planet body) for this 9D merkabic system
until it
was stabilized in the planetary body merkabic structure through the
earth core.
This is like understanding a higher octave Merkabic Structure, the 9D
Quadra
Merkabic Architecture has been overlaid into (dna bonded) into our
planetary
light body (or its energy blueprint architecture).
The
Golden Chalice
That means for April we should get a break
from the high level intensity of shadow clearings and should start to
feel the
new energy platform supporting our foundation so this group of us is not
feeling
such an energy burden in our personal bodies. The 9 D chakra has been
referred
to as the "Mouth of God" and its opening is exactly at the back of the
neck
where the skull lays on top of the spine. It connects to the medulla
oblongata
and the reticular formation of the brain and spinal cord. This area
esoterically
has been called the Golden Chalice for it is the Occipital Cup that
holds the
Cosmic Intelligence or Wisdom. It is a literal brain rewiring (
spiritual body
activation) in order to hold and be receptive to the "Golden Chalice" of
Universal Knowledge.
Many of us are becoming aware that we
are being connected to another "language", another octave, another
dimensional
layer of accessing knowledge. There are waves of us accelerated into
this
spiritual body development of accessing Universal Knowledge from the
Golden
Chalice as it activates processes in the base of our brain. We may not
comprehend it quite yet, as it involves a language of "code", "syntax"
or
"archetype". However our sensory faculties are aware of something that
is
changing the "field" and our relationships to everything in it.
Knowledge and the wisdom required to be responsible for that
knowledge comes with the great purification of "Fire". This purification
fire
has been rearranging the cells and for some of us it manifested into
symptoms of
head and sinus infection, throat and lung congestion and other physical
ailments. The dropping density requirement has been feeling very intense
to
prepare our bodies to hold what is coming next.
Many of us
have been isolated, sequestered and sleeping a lot over the last quarter
quite
busily building this structure as well as step down fields that act as
circuit
boards to transduce and moderate high frequencies in these various
energetic
circulatory complexes. Also this is the same 9D portal area of Guardian
projects
rehabilitating the mental body fragments of the male/Michael
consciousness
grids. A tremendous amount of change is underway now.
The Mother Arc
This has also been evidenced lately
as the planetary body is shaking and quaking lately to reposition itself
for an
entirely new Magnetic Field Grid Network System to power up new levels
of the
13th Pillar or The Mother Arc.
The Guardians are calling
this aspect of Mother Aquamarine Ray energy, a Magnetic force powering
up in our
Earth Core (through the newly reconnected levels of the 9D Quadra
Merkabic
structure) - The Mother Arc. The awareness and systematic dismantling
of
several obsolete controlled architectures in the planetary field have
allowed
this to come on line. It is similar to understand we have poked a hole
in the
mind controlled frequency fence and reconnected our handshake hub to
reconnect
with the Mother Arc. It is through the Mother's Perfect Proton Seed
(or Cosmic
Egg) that Creation can Heal Itself to its Original Divine Blueprint.
A new "Mother" language/vibration and its seed codes began
transmission from the planet's newly activated Australian portal network
and its
reconnected portions of the horizontal "Golden Eagle" grid system. From
this
vantage point of human reality the seed codes are being called the
"Universal
Grandmother Turtle Codes". These codes have been embodied, protected
and hidden
by the Aboriginal and Indigenous cultures of the earth for eons of time.
These
are like a God Inoculation and a surprise revelation as to what is
beginning to
transpire in consciousness fields --an event that has never transpired
before in
the history of creation! (It cannot be emphasized enough that God
consciousness
has some surprises up its sleeve.... transmitted through our
bodies....as the
countdown to the final conflict continues..)
The Eastern
Australian Seaboard from Brisbane to Uluru ( Ayer's Rock) is acting as
one of
the main portal magnetic battery generators that is gaining charge in
its main
magnetic hub located by the monument of Uluru. The Guardians explain
Uluru is
similar as many other planetary pyramidal structures, it is being used
to mark a
major portal system gateway on the planet. (Just as the pyramids were
not just
tributes to dead Pharaohs they were specific gateways marking access to
other
dimensions and visible from outer space) Uluru is a power point for a
Global
Network of dormant or inactive ancient gateways, systems or hubs and
was
"placed" there as a marker by the God creators of this system. The
Architects of
Creation and Guardians of the Universal Time Matrix were known as the
King
Dragon lineages, and many of the Aurora fields are coming from which is
the
esoterically known as the Dragon lines. They say Uluru was placed there
by the
Dragon races of the next Universe. (This is not to be confused with
Orion's
Draconis or Reptilian races) This is primarily being utilized to begin
to power
up a new level of the Arc Gate Systems on the planet. This ignition has
specific
relevance to the Mother Arc ( 13th Pillar Mother Magnetic Aqua Flame)
igniting
the Giza Pyramid and its related circulatory grid systems. It appears
the
timeline for activation is geared for this June Solstice.
The Magnetic Field of the Mother Arc ( the beginning and end of creation
back
into the zero point) is connecting to magnetically charge up Uluru to
power up
the Giza/Pyramidal dipole activity located in Egypt. This activity is
similar to
switching on a generator that is to POWER UP these dormant vortexes/grid
points.
( See wiki reference: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Piezoelectricity
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)
Piezo electric conductor- it's been clarified that's what's
happening on the planet is the " squeeze" effect from the compression
that is
required to ignite and propel the magnetic charge transduction. This
effect
creates all these earthquakes in the field as the shifting of the
tectonic
plates rearrange to accommodate these new charges and the fields they
create)
The phase beginning now is like a "New Year" as we
are entering an elevated space available from the additional Underworld
clearing
since November. Hallelujah for - She has Risen!
Michael
/Male Principle Consciousness Healing Continues
As we are
well aware, the old energy architecture that impedes the new
consciousness
structures from connecting are in the process of being demolished. As a
result
the soul fragments and the cellular memory are also cleared from the
planetary
matrix. This is not an invisible process of a God figure waving his wand
in the
sky, it is the agreed upon mission and life work of the collective
awakened
Starseed or Indigo. It is through embodied polarity integration and the
rehabilitation of the dark forces (absent of light and ignorant of the
law) that
this process can actually happen. That is why we must face the darkness,
conquer
our fears as we commit to serve as the embodied representative of God
Source in
order to be the ultimate Alchemist. Polarity Integration is Alchemy.
(This is
one of the most confused aspects of belief in the New Age awareness -
that we
deny that darkness exists. Denial breeds deception and then manipulation
by the
very forces you deny as existing.)
Most of this is
transpiring at the holographic blueprint level within the anti particle
fields.
(We will see more of these changes manifested in the material world over
the
next two years specifically) There never exists judgment in what
structure is
demolished or rehabilitated in order to exist within a higher integrity
of
harmony with the Natural Laws of God. Only that which holds the
integrity of the
organic living light of the Eternal Supply of Source is left standing as
the
Truth.
Given the information this month on the necessity of
a new connector to the 9D Planetary Merkabic structure being built - it
is the
same portal and dimensional area of Guardian projects rehabilitating the
mental
body fragments of the Male/AA Michael consciousness described last
month. This
clearly is ongoing to integrate and merge the "Unity" consciousness
fields where
there has been "Patriarchal Domination" propagated through distorted or
controlled holographic programs.(Remember that "controlled" means
inorganic, it
means another consciousness outside of the reality decided to interfere
and
manipulate with the organic and natural evolution of a species)
We have been witnessing systematic Male bloodline clearing through the
12 Tribes of Genetic Seeding of the Human Race since the AA Michael
Matrix began
dismantling and clearing genetic memory in the 3-6-9 dimensional fields.
(as
mentioned last month Males in these bloodlines or energetically named
have the
most radical symptoms for Ancestral and Pathcutting clearing) These
bloodline
histories are being re-patterned and cleared in Triads as stemming from
the
Family of Michael Consciousness as the Patriarchal or "Grandfather"
Lineage of
the Masculine. The House of Kings, starting with King David most
recently has
been especially prominent in clearing the cellular memory fields
existing within
the planetary history. The House of David is especially important now
to the
Guardians as the Three Kings in the House of David -- Saul , David and
Solomon
are the last bloodline that hold the rightful Priest-King of
Benevolence, they
are the last line of the embodied Kings that held the "Rods" of God
Source. It
ended with Solomon and it will open again with Solomon, as the "Shield
of
Solomon" is the hosting shield of our source code embodiment work for
this
planet called "The Avatar of Ascension".
The Avatar of
Ascension Ignites
We are a Universal Group Consciousness
experiment of genetic "Unity in Diversity" relearning how to reconnect
into our
Source origins. Some of us act as energy placement holders, some of us
do the
ancestral pathcutting and transmuting for the mass consciousness fields,
some of
us are the midwife's of the birthing or passing souls, some of us are
teachers
or healers, some of us birth the new consciousness children, some of us
are the
architects, some of us are the Galactic polarity integrators. There is
an
incredibly diverse amount of genetic material and unique energy
signatures
embodied in this Living Light Library of Planet Earth. There is no
value
difference given although we should learn to respect each unique role as
a part
of the One. We are a group consciousness of Unity in Diversity.
Once you have committed to embody the Guardian Consciousness, (or it
is your blueprint) you may be required to play all of the roles if your
destiny
path is one of Stewardship. Stewardship and Leadership roles in the new
consciousness fields are now required to be a path of self energetic
mastery.
This newsletter is servicing that smaller niche of cultivating Human
Guardian
Consciousness through informed awareness and by supporting the energetic
integration necessary to be an embodied container of the Truth
Vibration/God
Spark. This is a frequency requirement to participate as a Steward with
the Host
Shields through the Avatar of Ascension. One must have mastered the Self
to a
degree that Inner Source Sustainability is embodied in the physical
reality.
Obviously the more embodied Stewards we have - the easier this process
is for
ALL of US.
Polarity integration through life experience is
the Soul Transmutation Alchemy that is required to physically embody
total Inner
Source Sustainability. One must transcend judgment through neutrality,
not
ignore the polarity of forces. Ignorance of these forces otherwise
breeds
spiritual righteousness, false glamour and its demonic delusion to take
hold of
the consciousness.
Inner Source Sustainability means you
have no need to create attachment cords, control circumstantial outcomes
or
engage in karmic relationships that energetically feed off of something
external
to yourself.
This means you commit to not being
emotionally or energetically parasitic/vampiric to anything external to
yourself, and that you self contain your personal energies and attempt
to be
completely responsible for them.
Our group planetary
consciousness has been traversing another in depth sensing of the
Underworld
energies (through the portal of the Astral Plane) in order to heal and
unify the
collective emotional body of the planet, therefore reconnecting and
healing the
human being's group soul and its heart center.
In order to
heal, one must be able to "feel". (This is clarified by having an
ability to
access the soul matrix function of "Higher Sensory Perception" which
distinguishes between "Cellular Knowing" impulses, rather than the
"Linear
Analytics" that characterize the 3D mental body functions) Emotional
distortions (2D and 4D Astral Plane Damage) needs to be first
"realized", then
"witnessed" in order to be "synthesized" into a higher frequency and
harmonic
alignment. This is how individual and planetary DNA is recoded and
healed
through the energy blueprinting architecture, through higher light,
sound
frequency arranged in tones of scalar wave arrangements. This is the God
composition -- known as the "Music of the Spheres". Our God parent has
returned
to show us how to create beautifully harmonically arranged music that
allows us
to merge with the Higher Kingdoms of God. This way we become in harmony
with the
Universal laws and in harmony with ourselves. (See: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Musica_universalis
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) )
This is the Avatar of Ascension Unity Field, it
harmonizes conflict by holding the Power of One in the Core Being as the
Ultimate Truth. It is a group consciousness field that will support many
of us
to move to higher levels of consciousness that have been limited through
genetic
or ancestral patterns buried in our flesh. It is the beginning of a
group field
"re-encryption" process at the elemental vehicle level, ( physical
body) the
level of planetary raw material that makes our physical flesh. It is to
begin
bringing the possibility of freedom to the flesh from the genetic
manipulation
that has been controlling the elementals on this planet. This is being
supported
by ES community projects and by the Ascension Hosts of Crystal Matrix
and
Aurora.
Temperance
In the closing of
our lengthy transmission, we choose the archetypal principle of
Temperance to
meditate upon and serve as a reminder for our concluding timeline theme.
Much
skill at neutrally applying "Temperance" is required through this
current
planetary Rite of Passage. Temperance is the Law of Verification that
stands at
the pinnacle, the crux of making a personal major life choice, in order
to
integrate fully what has been learned on the life journey. It forces us
to make
hard decisions based on what we now know to be our personal truth.
Through the
tempering of Soul through its many challenges, we become increasingly
able to
embody Soul (God) Essence. We have a choice to forfeit that knowledge
through
fear and if so -- we will continue to undergo more of the same static
patterns
of life experience until the learning is complete. It is that completion
(
through polarity integration) that alchemically molds you into the
embodiment of
the true nature of your God Essence. This is the task at hand.
Some questions to ponder this month : Can you remain on the pathway
despite challenges to your faith? What have you learned spiritually
that you
can integrate neutrally and apply it practically to your life? Are you
willing
to accept that in order to serve God - you will be continually
purified?
More on Temperance: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Temperance_(Tarot_card)
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)
As a personal note it is my inspiration to serve what is
true humanity, that which is our birthright of sovereignty through Unity
consciousness. That which has happened to this earth is not human. I
continually
challenge and provoke the reader's belief systems by sharing direct
experiences
from the Guardian consciousness perspective, of which is through the
human lens
of attempting to live in Harmony with the Universe. My human being
dislikes
conflict and yet I have learned that in order to answer to Stewardship
and
Service - it is inevitable. I do not like to be in a controversial
position,
but I feel a moral, ethical and spiritual obligation to my brothers and
sisters
to share all that I have been given. This is in order to break free from
the
constraints and controls that may be limiting the God Spark from
embodying. I do
not have Oath for everyone to Love me, I have Oath to Love and Serve
God. As a
result beings that choose this are controversial figures, provoking both
great
Love and hate in the amplified polarity of this distorted hologram.
Please take
which that supports your resonance to Own your Personal Truth, and
discard the
rest.
For those of you new to this material, I cannot tell
you what you want to hear and lull you to sleep in complacent dreams.
This is
non-negotiable spirituality and you must rise to your internal and
spiritual
responsibility to live your spirit in every way or you will have great
consequence. With all of my heart and might I choose to empower you in
the
pathway of integration, so that the brilliance of your internal light
can be fed
upon no more, and each can contain the divine birthright of infinite and
eternal
God Supply. Please read the entire Newsletter Series from inception if
you are
looking to answer questions around this material.
Thank you
to our growing and expanding Guardian Family willing to be disciplined
and self
contained in order to embody the Power of the One for the All.
We are in this together and until next....Stay in the luminosity of
your Avatar Heart Path! Be Gentle with your hearts and each other.
Love, Lisa
© 2010, Lisa Renee
This ES Monthly News Article reflects
the Guardian Perspective of the Ascension Timeline (2012 Timeline) as
support,
both energetically and informationally, for the Galactic Families of
Starseeds
and the Indigo Races. This Spiritual Family has accepted the
Guardianship role
to support the foundation of Cosmic Citizenship as an evolutionary model
for
this planet and humanity, and this is a level of earth based advocacy
designed
for this specific group. There is absolutely no value difference given
on the
role each being has chosen for its expression. The Guardian Groups
mission
directive is rehabilitation of the hologram, repairing its energetic
architecture (dna), embodying the Ascended Human Protoform, supplying
informational context on Ascension dynamics and Exopolitic (ET) Agendas
and
reeducating both human and non-human's to be congruently aligned to the
Universal Law of One. Freedom, Fraternity, and the Sovereign Right of
All Beings
to be a Knower of God Source is protected by the Collective Unity Vow
shared
among our Universal Guardian Groups.
The Group Unity Vow
Decree Defender Warriors of Truth, Sovereignty, Liberation. All
Guardian
races Serving the One. From Across All the Multiverses We Call Upon You
to Join
US Now. Our Unification Principle deemed as demonstrated in the waves of
Omni
Love - We Sound our Group Note to You Now. Our Group Template Updated,
Individually and Collectively, Renewed and Forever Perpetuated in the
Eternally
Sustained Light. Our Alchemical Container is consecrated and dedicated
to the
Purposes of One, and we endeavor to be the Knower of God to then be the
Way
Shower of God. Sustain Us in the Eternal Power of our Consecration.
We have called for your Gatekeeping in order to hold our
community, our missions, our mutual highest purposes in Service to the
One
Light, Our Source, The Living Light Code. Our Intention is Unification -
The
Christ Principle - as an Energetic Reality, Here and Now.
We request the handshake of our community to fortify our
spiritual links through
the Universal Cosmic Triad, and into The Core of One, the Zero Point God
Matrix,
that which is the source of our Genesis. With deep reverence for all of
Life,
Dear God, Breathe your Life Codes into all created form. We set our
intention
now to be Remembered to That Which We Are, fully completely and totally.
To State our Mutual Purpose as One, Resurrect All inorganic
patterns to the Organic Living Light Now. And to that we Say, Thank God
We Are
The Cosmic Christ!
And so It is. Lovingly Decreed.
Please note in order to distribute this Newsletter in other
forums please do so with the following guidelines: Include author's
credit,
copyright and include the ES website url. http://www.energeticsynthesis.com
© 2009, Lisa Renee
Questions Re: the “Higher” Self
Melora through Joanna Neff (Jyoti Alla-An)
Following is an edited transcription of a Melora session in which both my and a friend's questions about our relationship with our respective Higher Selves are answered. It is clear that even if we don't/can't sense Higher Beings, it doesn't mean that they are NOT there! So it is with our Higher Self. By including more personal aspects of this session, I am letting readers and clients know that I undergo my own spiritual struggles from time to time. What Melora refers to at the end of the article is that since I had not worked with Melora directly for almost two years, I wasn't at all sure she would "be there" for me for this session. Right before we began, I felt the old, familiar Melora energy very strongly, and then I knew we would have a powerful session.
(from a session with a friend on 7/12/09)
MELORA: We are Melora, and we welcome you today. Your question prompts us to say something about the relationship with one's Higher Self. People who believe that they should follow whatever their Higher Self "wants" for them are opening themselves up to enslavement, either by their Higher Self or by some being masquerading as their Higher Self . . . like an astral entity. You all are allowed free will, and you can trust yourself to make decisions as a being. You can trust that you have the right to make those decisions for yourself in this embodiment, to be happy with those decisions and not to worry about whether your Higher Self approves.
Now, in our discussion of soul hierarchies-and in our discussion of the Higher Self's role-we have explained that the Higher Self does indeed get these "spiritual brownie points" earned by the sufferings and travails of the embodied versions of you. We don't mean to sound sarcastic about this, but in the Earth zone-because of the density and the darkness-suffering seems to be the only way that people's souls can advance.
However, in reality, suffering is not really required for soul advancement. We hope you are understanding our answer. Suffering only seems to be what purifies people, that advances them or makes them grow. It is not really the Higher Self that created the situation in which only suffering advances the Soul. Thus, you have the right to trust yourself to keep advancing at the Soul level without suffering.
The next step in that deductive process, or that rational line of thought, is that your Higher Self would embrace choices you make that would liberate you and make you feel wonderful. It's only those in embodiment, and those "historic" and experiential illusions that all the great saints had to suffer or to be martyrs . . . that is at the most extreme degree. Those beliefs have a grip on many, or most, people, and those beliefs can be resolved and changed by your free will and your intention.
Our Jyoti is showing us the character Scarlet O'Hara in "Gone with the Wind": "As God is my witness, I will never be hungry again!" Those moments of life-changing, gut-wrenching commitment and intention enable you to manifest what you really want. Until you have that level of commitment, you will go back-and-forth, as on a see-saw.
ER: Speaking of Higher Selves, in a way it's almost like they're wanting us to make our own decisions, because that's how they experience things through us. It's not like we come in with everything already pre-set. We may have some kind of thoughts about some of the things we want to accomplish in this lifetime, but there's quite a bit of freedom to attain that in different experimental ways. Do I understand that correctly?
MELORA:Yes! We have said that in your Soul Group, for example-and your Soul Hierarchy-as that expresses at "your end" of the hierarchy, in embodiment in third-dimension, you do have motifs as a group or as a hierarchy and issues that you want to explore when you come into embodiment in every lifetime. So, for example, the Pallas Athena motifs would be Freedom, civilized behavior, the arts, Truth, Courage . . . do you see? You will come into embodiment with these being impressed at the Soul level, but then once you get there, anything can happen. As a result of those impressed motifs that you have chosen to explore, you will attract certain experiences to you, but those experiences have not been selected ahead of time.
ER: In my soul group or hierarchy, what are some of the motifs that we're trying to embody or that kind of characterize our lineage.
MELORA: It is interesting that what we're being given as a motif for you is more what's holding you back. For example, you can say somebody is stubborn and judge that as "bad," but the flip side of that is that they're also very loyal. If you throw out stubborn, you throw out loyal. Answering your question has to do with something that is similar to that, regarding what's holding you back.
There is such a drive for integrity in the way you conduct yourself and appear to be to others whom you serve. We realize this is very convoluted, but we will give you some examples to try to explain. At the core of what we're trying to describe here is your requirement for dignity and to be treated with dignity. At the same time, you have a desire to "let your hair down" and not be up on a pedestal, because you have found how much pressure is involved in maintaining that-and that the dignity is not worth the loss of freedom and expansiveness that your Soul would really like to experience. And so at the core of the dignity motif would be integrity of being.
Now, where we are, we are not as hard on you as you are on yourself about what integrity means. In this world, what happens is that you have all this propaganda from the church and society-socially current delusions, and whatever. Whenever you fall for those structures, it goes against your being-ness. In a way, you have yourself shackled because of looking at the reflection back from things that are not really appropriate to tell you about whether you're in integrity or not.
ER: Yes. Could you give me another example?
MELORA: We will keep going, and of course everything about you is complex.
ER: [laughs] Thank you.
MELORA: We're trying to get there. Integrity of Spirit requires you to love yourself (not out of ego), and so if you're kind to all of these people but you're not kind to yourself, you come out of integrity with yourself. It's not okay to mistreat yourself any more than it would be okay to mistreat others.
Back to integrity, what we're receiving is that your concept of integrity places a burden of behavior upon you in certain situations-especially professional situations-that fills you with tension and that makes you feel constricted. Even though you need to feel the dignity, you need to feel the respect, and you need to feel that you're serving, it's kind of been backfiring for a long time. It's not really giving you what you need, and it's not really expressing who you are as a being in integrity. What we're receiving is that the more you pay attention to, and respond to, your being-ness regarding this motif, the more happy rewards you will get.
All of the impediments to your being-ness have to do with 3rd-dimensional concerns, and so trusting yourself, as a being, that you will be able to actualize your dreams is the sticking point here.
ER: Definitely. And then one last question for me about my guides: I have a duality here. I feel like I'm always in contact with them, but then I don't think I am at all. I think I work with them so much with my inner . . . that I think they're such a part of me that I don't even feel them anymore or acknowledge them anymore. I know that sounds totally crazy, and I can't put it into words.
MELORA:You know, our Jyoti has discussed this with us before, and we have said that your guides are always there, whether you're aware of them or not. This might apply to our Jyoti's question. We'll see. Your guides may not be the same guides that you used to have, and so you are perhaps feeling that they're not there because they're not the ones you're used to. There are so many stimuli around you, and so much information coming in that you're intuitively receiving, and so forth, that there's just kind of a lot of static, and you just need to "tune into that station"-the frequency of those guides-on purpose. And all you have to do is ask.
There's a main guide with male energy-an almost monk-like energy, but not in any oppressive sense. This guide is choosing this energy and form as a quasi-religious figure: someone you would call "Father" and that you would trust, but not the stereotypical Catholic monk. More like Francis of Asissi that you trust as a being and would call "Father." That's what the energy of this guide feels like. It really is someone you would go to, not as a father confessor but as someone to ask advice of and counsel from.
ER: I would like to address some of the questions that my friend, Jyoti, has in regards to this incredible sense, sometimes, of separateness--
MELORA: All the time . . .
ER: --or aloofness from her Higher Self . . . whether this is an intentional thing. If you could clarify that for us a little bit more.
MELORA: Yes. We would be happy to do so. We heard two things right off the bat. The first was how many times in our Jyoti's lifetime people have mistakenly considered her to be aloof and indifferent, when actually she is quite the contrary. We could call it an introversion that is energetic and not just an expression of our Jyoti as more introverted than extroverted. It is a whole different way of perceiving reality and reacting to reality when you're an introvert, versus when you're an extrovert. And yet this is the way she perceives her own Higher Self to be: indifferent and aloof.
The second thing is that our Jyoti's concept of her Higher Self and her attempts, if you will, to connect to her Higher Self, largely are intellectual-largely come from her mind, not her heart. These attempts also reflect a total lack of nurturing and parenting in her current lifetime. So her reality, for example, practically since birth, has been: "They don't care about me; they don't like me. " There's no parental connection that allows her to look at herself as having any sort of parental-type connection or to accept the possibility of that. (This is not the answer she was expecting.) And so, her Higher Self would respond if our Jyoti could approach her Higher Self from her heart, which is a very difficult thing for her to do. The belief that "they're just not there" is so deeply entrenched.
In a conversation with a so-called "psychic" reader on the phone about three months ago, our Jyoti became very frustrated when the woman said, "All you have to do is reach toward your Higher Self." And our Jyoti said: "I am tired of reaching toward my Higher Self. I want her to reach toward me!" And, as with the answer to your question about whether your guides are really there, we would say to our Jyoti that her Higher Self is very much there. She even asked once: "Is my Higher Self retarded or something?" Remember that one? [laughs] (Her Higher Self does not begrudge that comment.)
So, really, the victory for our Jyoti in this entire lifetime is to learn to open her heart and not be afraid just to "step off the cliff" and "go for broke."
ER: That's easier said than done.
MELORA: Of course.
ER: When you're in this incarnate body and you've been mutilated in the past, it's really hard to bring your heart out on a platter-the sense of trust is huge. How can Jyoti's Higher Self, and her guides, and the people like us who love her, support her on this journey. It's sure not an easy one, from where we see it.
MELORA: The truth is that our Jyoti is afraid that she'll just break apart. She's afraid that if she lets go to that extent, she'll be annihilated-and not even from outside herself. Kind of implode. It's something that she needs to deal with gradually but regularly, so that she can work through it. It is probably the pain-at the core-that she's afraid of and that she masks constantly. But she has made it much bigger than it really is in the sense of fearing going to that core-fearing the feeling of what's really under there that's she's tried so hard for so many years to heal . . . and that we're feeling so intensely with her now. It is something that she needs to do and that she keeps avoiding doing.
ER: Is there any technique that is available to us that--
MELORA: She's saying "amnesia." [laughs]
ER: "Amnesia." [laughs] Anything that might be helpful for her? To kind of approach this in a systematic, comfortable way?
MELORA: No. We're hearing that this feeling of disconnect from her Higher Self is a pivotal sign, or a pivotal emblem, of the problem itself. We're sensing that it would be easier for our Jyoti, sincerely and intensely, from her heart, to ask for that connection with her Higher Self and not say: "You owe this to me" and "Why aren't you reaching back toward me?" and some four-letter words. Like a temper tantrum of a child that is not getting what it wants. That is the unhealed child in her that is really mad and hurts.
ER: Could a form of Jyoti that is the adult intercede?
MELORA: She has tried this, but it hasn't worked so far.
ER: It doesn't have to be right now, but if you could clarify this--
MELORA: What we would like to attempt here is . . . we say "attempt" because, if you understand the strange situation of our speaking through Jyoti while we say we would like to connect her with her Higher Self . . . It's a kind of schizophrenic thing, but our Jyoti's become used to it over our years of working with someone else who is asking questions for her in her behalf. Give us a moment.
We are endeavoring to give our Jyoti a visual representation of her Higher Self-not just her usual impression of "a blank wall"-to give herself some kind of form, so that she can relate to her Higher Self. Up until this point, she has decided that she might as well not have a Higher Self, do you see. This disconnection is so extreme that it is as though she cannot even imagine she has a Higher Self.
We are giving her physical sensations as well-what you have when there's a real person there with you. [long pause while I experience my Higher Self] Okay. That's helping. [another long pause while I experience my Higher Self for the first time] All right. We did not want to interrupt her experience by commenting while it was going on.
The breakthrough here for our Jyoti, who always claims she's not very visual, is that she was given a very powerful visual representation of her Higher Self coming toward her . . . with beautiful light and a sense of movement, and with the gown and robes flowing back and away from "the form" of her Higher Self. And our Jyoti was seeing the light and feeling angelic kinds of energies. The important thing is that we are making this real for our Jyoti, because she used to feel nothingness when she would think of her Higher Self or try to contact her Higher Self.
This was an impressive entrance of her Higher Self as we helped our Jyoti feel her Higher Self's energy. It is definitely a female Higher Self, with beautiful golden blonde hair. No angel "wings" but a sense of power-great power-and yet a calm center, andshe was just flying toward our Jyoti. Flying through space and time to our Jyoti, and then enfolding her in her arms. And our Jyoti is saying: "That's enough-enough for right now." But we know this is a big breakthrough, and so we can start here and continue with this as time goes on.
Now that our Jyoti has this image, she can close her eyes and feel what it feels like and imagine it, which is often the way we have counseled clients in the past. This is a very positive, good first step, and we thank you for inquiring in our Jyoti's behalf.
ER: Any messages that her Higher Self wants to give Jyoti? Not extensive, but any words of wisdom?
MELORA: Well, our Jyoti wishes to keep this private, because the thing she abhors the most is crying in front of other people. And kindness melts her down. We thank you, but this is something she will need to be committed to: taking time to explore this and to feel all of the love that is really there for her but that she hasn't believed is there for her, in spite of her calling her Higher Self "retarded." In fact, as you can imagine, her Higher Self is quite the opposite.
ER: [laughs]
MELORA: Our Jyoti wouldn't be as smart as she is if her Higher Self were "retarded." We thank you for helping our Jyoti by asking these questions.
ER: It's because we love Jyoti.
MELORA: And did you have any other questions for yourself?
ER: Would it be appropriate to ask for help in meeting my Higher Self?
MELORA: Absolutely! Since you are so visual, this should be a lot easier for you than for our Jyoti, although she is more visual...
ER: --than she gives herself credit for.
MELORA: All right. If you would start breathing very deeply--as deeply as is comfortable. Don't force it. When you let your breath out, let it out totally, so that you can get rid of the carbon dioxide and other toxins as you breathe out. So breathe as deeply and comfortably as comfortable. What is the question of your heart that you want to convey to your Higher Self. If this is private, you can just tell us so, and then just think of it or sense it, and then we will help direct that to your Higher Self.
ER: I am sensing it.
MELORA: What we would like you to see to start out with is a beautiful female hand in the sky, and you will see the rest of the form later. But reach toward that beautiful hand. It's not a disembodied hand; it's attached to someone. [laughs] You will begin to see the shape and form of your Higher Self as you take the hand of your Higher Self and as it comes toward you in time and space in this beautiful sky. Are you seeing that? That the hand is attached to a beautiful form?
ER: Um hmm.
MELORA: The form now starts to become clearer. It's as though the form of your Higher Self is coming out of the clouds, and you are able to see more and more of this form. And please tell us if that is happening for you.
ER: Very much so.
MELORA: If you wish, describe the form of your Higher Self as you are experiencing her.
ER: She looks very Asian, actually, which surprises me.
MELORA: It shouldn't. What about your devotion to Quan Yin and what about your children?
ER: Yeah. That's true. Hello!
MELORA: Hello. All right. And now we would like you to feel all of your senses. Is there are scent? There's a floral scent, isn't there?
ER: Yeah. You know, it almost smells like linden. I love linden/freesia flower. It's kind of a linden and almost a honeysuckle smell. Kind of that sweetness, you know?
MELORA: And are there sounds associated with your Higher Self-a rustling of clothing?
ER: Yeah. Yeah. It's like she's dancing-not just dancing but just kind of this beautiful flowing motion. Almost like a martial arts form . . . like kung fu. Not in a fighting style-
MELORA: Right. As an art.
ER: Round motions, like circles.
MELORA: Like Tai Chi?
ER: A little quicker and faster than Tai Chi.
MELORA: What you're experiencing now is a description of how you realize your dreams: movement from here to there. And you see it does not have to be like martial arts. You don't have to be a warrior in order to go from here to there. Be an artist with what you already know and who you already are. She's smiling. [laughs] Very affectionate energy there.
ER: Very much so. I feel like a little kid, and she's just so smiley and accepting of who I am.
MELORA: It's almost as though she's performing for you, putting on a little show for you to entertain and uplift you, and to show you the artistry of your Soul. We keep hearing this phrase.
ER: Wow! This is really special. Thank you.
MELORA: It is the artistry that will take you there-not your brain, not your intellect, but the dance, the movement. And we're hearing that she requests that you bring your children and husband in and that you all dance with her. See what happens.
ER: [laughs] It's like a reunion. And she's gotten bigger.
MELORA: She would like you to join hands with your children and your husband in a circle. She's going to provide energy to support this dance. She wants you to feel the shift from having this feel kind of odd and then natural to having it be open, joyful and expansive. Please tell us if and when you get to that point.
ER: Almost there.
MELORA: Just enjoy it with all of your senses; just open your heart to it.
ER: There's a little resistance and fear from [her son].
MELORA: So have your Higher Self come over to him, embrace him or enfold him, and just feel that tension resolving. And have him look into her face and see beyond his being a boy in Boulder, Colorado, and see her with his Soul-and see his many lifetimes and feel the connection with the Asian spirit-the Asian, Zen understanding of the flow of life.
ER: Much better.
MELORA: Um hmm. Because he's Westernized, he will have forgotten temporarily that Asians do not look at "this is the beginning" and "this is the end." The angles go away and nature, and the flow of things and the movement of things, all continue . . . not so much the sense of past, present and future of the Western mind. Your movement as a being from "here" to "there" is just movement-not a beginning and not an end.
And now we are being asked to bring your mother into the middle of the circle that you're forming with your husband and your two children. We would like you to see her transformed, and you know this doesn't mean that suddenly she's going to become well in this lifetime.
ER: Exactly.
MELORA: But we would like you to see her take on a radiance as she becomes liberated from this lifetime that has been so difficult for her. See the radiance of her as a being, now, grow brighter and brighter. And tell us if this is happening for you.
ER: Um hmm.
MELORA: Just stay with that so that you can be assured that this is really what you're moving toward with her and what you are wishing to help facilitate for her: her liberation. And has she transformed in any way?
ER: Um hmm.
MELORA: Good. We would like you to look at yourself and see if the same thing has happened to you: see your radiance come up, not that you're going through transition, but see your radiance come up as you dance around your mother in a circle with your husband and your children. Then see the radiance of your children and your husband come up just like Christmas lights! This is very powerful, isn't it?
ER: Very much so. [sighs]
MELORA: We would like you to experience that your Higher Self gives all of you a blessing. [pause] What form, or forms, are the blessings taking? Is she bringing incense. Is she bestowing light, color?
ER: [pause] More like a globe around all of us, including my Mom.
MELORA: All right. And see this as protective and not constrictive, and so let the "globe" not be too solid. Have it be protective but not the kind of protection that would keep everything out. You want all these wonderful things to be coming in now to support. We're seeing the globe more as the support for your family as a group.
ER: It's [the globe] almost like that movie with Jodie Foster, with everything moving in all directions. It's cool.
MELORA: Very good, and it is about going "home." This was so in that movie as well. All right, and just so that we can gently "disconnect," have all of you say goodbye to your wonderful Higher Self. She is, of course, honoring all of you-those you love so much. Now see them go back to wherever they were before. Now you and your Higher Self are together. Get as close to your Higher Self as you feel comfortable. Let her hold you if that is comfortable. Just feel what it feels like to be nurtured by her and loved by her. We see you almost as a small child: five years old, looking up into her face.
ER: That's exactly it.
MELORA: Let yourself feel all that love . . . "and healing," she said. And healing.
ER: It's kind of cool: She's giving me back some of the fire I've lost.
MELORA: Mmm. Stay with that.
ER: [sighs]
MELORA: See if she has a message for you. It's more fun if you can find it out for yourself, but if you need our help we are, of course, here for you.
ER: Um, probably a little help...
MELORA: Don't give up so soon. [laughs] Stay with it.
ER: I see fireworks or something.
MELORA: What does that feel like?
ER: Joyous.
MELORA: Good. It's not something for your brain to interpret. It's like "Yippee!" A celebration, and fireworks are AWESOME! Sometimes loud, even-hard for a Libra.
ER: A double-Libra.
MELORA: Loud and boisterous joy . . . joy with abandon . . . and light . . . exploding.
ER: --which is pretty happy.
MELORA: Does that surprise you?
ER: No. I guess not, but I wasn't sure.
MELORA: There's a coyness-almost a flirtatiousness but, of course, higher beings don't really flirt. It has to do with how they express joy and how they express affection. And so she has this coy little smile, and we see the fan coming up to cover the face a little bit because she's smiling behind the fan. There's a playfulness. That's it. That's what it is, and definitely Asian.
The word "artistry" keeps coming, so what we will give you for your homework is to explore your own artistry. "How am I an artist?" "Why does that word keep coming up," and "Why is it that Melora said that artistry-not your mind--is what will help you realize your dreams."
ER: Does artistry include writing?
MELORA: Artistry includes everything that expresses you as a being. It's not about work; it's not about a profession. It's about your qualities as a being and your expressing them.
ER: Interesting.
MELORA: It's a totally different way of functioning in the world.
ER: Yeah, it really is.
MELORA: A lot more fun. [laughs]
ER: [laughs] Melora, you are incredible! Thank you: both you and Jyoti.
MELORA: It is our very, very great pleasure.
ER: This is one of the most transcendent experiences I've ever had.
MELORA: Well, we wish to assure our Jyoti that we are indeed here. It's not a matter of "Melora is back." Melora never went away. And so our Jyoti had said before the session: "I will totally let go of my ego; I will not have my personality involved when Melora comes through." It has been our very great pleasure to serve you in the Light, and we are Melora.![](https://i0.wp.com/www.melora.org/mel2copy.JPG?resize=17%2C15)
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