a message from Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Thursday, 25 March, 2010 

 

As more and more demands are placed upon us we seem to have little time to sit fully in our light and do what our hearts desire. We miss us.  we lie stretched out to the limits. So many strings tie us down emotionally and financially as we struggle to keep our heads above the incoming tide.  We miss our connection with the Universe/God as we see less and less of who we are and more and more of who we are not.  A great void buffers our energies as we try so hard to be seen thru the soupy fog. Everything shouts a different demand Our senses are muddled as if we were sailing thru the Bermuda triangle on a ship of hematite.

The hours of the day seem to plot against us as we seek to spend some time with the person we believe ourselves to be.  Demands have stretched our capabilities to a point of almost breaking.  Thinking one has a choice seems to be of little value as the choices change their address daily. Life herself is demanding, commander and chief and louder than ever. You are pulled kicking and screaming into other’s worlds and dramas.  You shout 'this is not my karma, my drama, my creation or my responsibility.' The shouts fall upon deaf ears as the black hole of change pulls you into another universe pushing you past any previous limited thinking. 

You look at your life as time unravels dimensionally showing you all of its ebb and flow. Your inner beat yearns to be heard but the band plays on without you. Your light that was once so big has condensed into pinpoint laser precision. Within that pinpoint precision time does not exist. 

You are learning how to exist in several layers of yourself simultaneously. The break between time experiences in human form has quickened and there is no parking space in-between. You are being asked to allow this energy to unfold into its own potential. All is happening at once and there is no longer a dividing line. Instead of being beat up by these energies learn to surf them and ride these time waves of change into a new Destination.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan - PO box 217 - Dandridge, Tennessee 37725-0217 - www.thequantumawakening.com thequantumawakening@hughes.net