HEALING THE “WOUND”
OF SEPARATION…
 
A
journey into “how god loves”
 

I
awoke this morning in an uncomfortable space…feeling my “past”
Slip
away…………feeling tears of release as I remembered my life
As
mother…grandmother…business owner…  business “loser”
wife…divorcee..
Home owner….home “loser”….
Daughter….sister……..all the “labels” I allowed the
“world” to give me…
 

Even “
human being” was on the list that I was asked to “bless and let go of”…
For
none of these “beliefs” that come with attachments and waves of
False guilt
can serve me any longer…………..
 
The
tears rolled thru………and then my Self came to me and said…
 
“Would you be willing to go deep within and “feel” ….truly
allow yourself
To “feel” this wound……this belief in separation from Me that
has birthed
All of these worlds upon worlds of  apparent “suffering”
???…………..
 
“Go to this place now and I will be with
you“
…
And so I did…………down I went within..noticying that I did
not have to go far…
There it was………I could feel the “whole” within me and the
resistance i had
To allowing myself to embrace this “whole”…..this empty void
place that seemed
To be so “devoid of love”…. that pit in the stomach that
arises within me
Especially around issues with ~ my ~“children” …

(realizing “my”  children was a very silly belief)
 

As
I did this……….I was asked to forgive myself for “believing” I had EVER
Been
separate from my glorious Self……………..I was asked to realize
That in the
moment I tried to separate myself from Self and thus  birthed a body…
In
that very instant……..the correction was made………that I in truth
NEVER left
………….but my belief that I had is what was in need of my love
For from that
belief worlds of “effects” of separation had been birthed and
Experienced
…
 
As I
released this “wound”…by forgiving the original thought
And embracing all of
its effects within my mind………all of a sudden as I closed my eyes I noticed That
the “expansion within me” was so grand as I had released this wounded
~one~..
I could literally feel that the girl I had known as denisa was never
even real
And that the God within me………..the Christ within me was all that
was real…
There was no other……………the little me had literally dissolved into
the
“vastness of all that is” and that vastness is who I
am..
 
The
beautiful part of this sharing is that once I realized that I was that
Self…
That there was no other……..I began to hear a beautiful
message…
 
“Now….we are One……..there is no longer a “”separate
me”
There is only “we”…………………
And as “we” …………..we are
One…………..
 
To “let go of the world”……….which is unreal……..for the real
world…
Which is reality……is how you come home to your truth again…
All
that you have created unlike this union must be forgiven and transcended
For
you to enter “the eye of the needle”…
For to enter the eye is to know there
is only “christ”….only love…only abba…
 
IT IS TO CHOOSE TO    ~ BE THAT LOVE  ~…
 
Now your journey is to “desire” only
to     ~Love as God loves~…
 
To be the “love you are” by practicing right where you find
yourself
To be…………………..to    ~ love as
god~………..
 
For that is what you are….nothing else has ever been
true…
 
So…how does god love… I asked????
 
The
answer I received was………………“god allows all of his
children
(creations) to be free to be…………….god has no needs…no rights 
…
No wrongs……………..he simply allows the “mind of Christ” to play
Out all of
its illusions  “in a total state of acceptance“………a total state
Of
allowing…………..KNOWING that in one “moment” in time
The child (creation) will
choose to awaken…………..
 
God sees only its creations in their perfect
innocence….
No judgment………NO opinion…………No Need to fix……
For god knows
that “all is well“………..all is within gods heart eternally
And can truly never
leave……………yet all of creation is allowed to dance
Whatever dance they so
choose………..and allowed to experience its”effects“”
 
So……….as god……….what dance would you
choose…???
 
To see as god does………………to expand love by being love
itself…
For that choice will reap many rewards…….
 
Or…………to judge creation and thus experience the effects of
that judgment…
So….let us make this our first question and answer period
about
“how god loves”
 
Yet……..to enter this “space” you must be willing to let go of
the you
That never existed………to be The Body versus   my body…
To
be The Christ vs. denisa or jane or sue…
 
                                    TO    
~ BE
LOVE~                                                            
 
versus all of the attachments that come with labeling
yourself
Mother…Father……..daughter………..catholic…jew…
Business
worker……………on and on…
 
So…the next time someone asks you “who you are”
I would
delight if you would answer it this way
 
I AM LOVE………..and nothing else
exists……..
 

Then…oh then…to see that “light” ….that Truth…
Within
all of your “brothers and sisters”
To “retrain” your mind to see only your
Self within each and every
Arising “form” and to not tolerate within yourself
any other thought…
Now….that is a journey worth taking…why???
You are
Worthy of remembering your Self…
 
With that …I bid you adieu…..
 
 
 
 
 
 
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